Well I went to bed early last night slept for a couple of hours and then lay awake from about 1 until gone 4

Even got up and made myself a hot drink and lay on the couch and read my book as Ray was annoying me - he was asleep and I was wide awake - didn't take much to annoy me last night. I manage to sleep from the back of 4 until 9 this morning so am coping with today - just. Hopefully tonight I will be out like a light.
We are off to see Santa Claus the movie at 7pm, couldn't get tickets for the 5pm showing. So the boys are going to have their baths early and then go to the pictures and come back and go straight to bed. It finishes at 9:10, we will be home by 9:30, as long as they are straight into bed and asleep they won't be that much later than usual.
I am so off plan with my eating. I have no idea where my self control and will power has gone. I am going to weigh in this week but have already consoled myself that it is going to be a gain week. But if I weigh in this week and gain, then I have made a bargain with myself that I won't gain any more over the holidays. Will be tough but I am the only one who make it happen
Started to paint Seans room again this afternoon - after about a 2 month gap of starting it. Have finally finished the woodwork and want to start the ceiling this evening after the piccies. If I even just get it edged, all ready to roller tomorrow night. His new bed is sitting in the garage along with a desk for his playstation and the TV he is getting for Christmas, so I really need to do it this week.
I hear dinner coming up the drive. Am having a sausage supper - yes I am that much off points !!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow I have to get my act together again !!!!!! Else I'll go back to WW after the holidays weighing more than I did in October.