Corinna~
did you eat poark or beef during TO, that might be part of your gain...but don't worry it will be gone soon.
Barb~I am 26 years old and i had my DS when i was 17. I thought i was grown and my DM put me out and made me act like a grown-up. I understand completly that you want to help your DD and especially DGD, but you have to make her realize that her DD should be first. I am not going to lie, there are things I did that I look bak and feel liek a terribel parent for doing (thank God, kids only remeber the good things we do for them
) but I will say for sure that i did not really realize the importance of me being in my DS life full-time all the time and not shifting the burden off for weekends until my DM moved further way and DS's DGP's moved from next door to 2 hours away. Yes, I could not have finished school without them, but I took advantage of them, plain and simple. I am so thankful that I figured that out before DS got to old and you will need to force your DD to figure that out too.
You can give your DGD everything in the world, but it will never replace the care and concern of her DM. My DS is only 9 and it hurts me so much sometime to punish him, but I know I have too (and I have to make him think it doesn't hurt me) so that he can grow to be a productive and respectful adult. Parenting is soo rewarding and soo much work, but you have to sit some definite rules/boundaries with DD.
Since me and DD are so close in age, I do have many firends who think it is ok to have their male friends in the house. My DBF (technically fiance, but i won't claim it until i get my ring
) of almost 4 years did not even meet my DS until some months after we were dating and I literally would make him wake up at 6am and go outside and ring the doorbell to come back in the house to make it look like he just got there that morning until last year. (DS got old enough to just tell me I was making a fool out of myself
) but bottom line is that DD needs to leanr thather behavior is a mirror of what DGD will become.
hugs