I haven't posted every day but I have been exercising every single day the last 6 days i think. Bout to get it done today!
I just had to share cause it made me feel like a million bucks. So, today is day 10 of 30 day for me. I have began eating smaller portions- that fill me up but don't over stuff me. Such a hard concept for me to graps the last 27 years of my life. I gave up everything except water. Sometimes on the weekends I may have a coke or glass of tea and 2 or 3 days out of the week I'll have a special k french vanilla meal replacement shake that O make a smoothie- SO GOOD!
To be honest though, I eat everything I want whenever I want. Just less and not to the point I am bit**ing about how full I am. I do my 30 day shred as well, I've done level 2 two times, but today will the last technical day of level 1 so i will finish with level 1!
I HAD to say all that to say....I am down 4 pounds and not only that- I keep staring in the mirror seeing if anything has changed, looking at the fat and cellulite still jiggle- I was getting a bit disheartened even with the weight drop. But, my manager saw me last night and she came up and said "amber, are you losing alot of weight?" I looked at her and said, "pardon?" she repeated it and said she can tell I'm losing a lot of weight and my stomach is flattening and she was curious what I'd been doing! I was like hot damn! I am doing it! And though I may be discouraged and not see it- ONLY after 10 days of making seriously minor changes people see it! I just had to share, it felt really good. And it gives me hope to wear shorts this summer hopefully with not so flabby cellulite legs! I LOVE JILLIAN MICHAELS!
Last time I did it, I didn't make the lifestyle change. I just exercised and half did it. This time, I am not dieting I am doing what I want to do and can stick with forever- and I'm so happy.
So glad to have you all here on this journey with me. Sucha nice support system to push myself. <3 thank you.
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