Starbrite-Sorry about your teenager troubles. I was a teenager not too long ago, (eek) and can tell you now that I'm rather sorry for what I put my parents through back then. Can't believe how crappy those times were, for the whole family. What I'm trying to say, less than artfully, is that it will pass.
So what is going on with that? I'm sorry about the depression too, but I'm sure you've got a handle on your new job.
145 pounds is incredible, you are smart for coming here. This is a good group.
FitGirlyGirl-Don't give yourself too much time alone, because time alone=eating alone=regret. Maybe go hang with some people from church after? Or just go out, in public, and sit and read. It takes discipline but I find being alone is terrible for my own frame of mind. Call some people, that's another option. Very glad you're getting healthy for you. And thanks for laughing at my silly joke.
Angie-Heeey! Welcome back! We missed you too! I know you will regain your focus. You are very driven. I'm still doing C25K, have one week to go in fact. I'll explain it...See Below
Diana-Sorry about your sodium explosion! From taco sauce, of all things. Your body must be sensitive! Oh hello, you have allergies right? Sorry about all the strife.
Rennie-I'm trying so hard not to give up. That's why I wrote an opus about all the reasons I love running below. I'm trying to tell myself that I can't give up just because I'm not losing weight. I'm still losing inches, and gaining healthier self-image. Running gives me an identity beyond college student, or my major, or my job. But honestly, I can't control my eating right now. I'm not controlling myself, and I don't know WHY?!
How do you gain control over your eating?
Vixsin-You sound really good! All those yummy foods, and no mindless eating. Bravo!
Explanation
Week 9 next week, and these are my instructions.
Brisk five-minute warmup walk, then jog 3 miles (or 30 minutes).
Then I'll run a 5k for diabetes with my college on Saturday at Minute Maid Park, and start Bridging to 10K (a 6 week program) the following Monday, and here are my instructions for that.
Bridge to 10K Week 1 Duration: 53 min.
5 min warm up
Run 10 min/walk 1 min Repeat x 4.
5 min cool down
A few thoughts on my running adventures
-I'm looking much better in the mirror, even though the scale is not budging. -I'm loving every minute of my time running, and what it's doing for my self-esteem.
-I'm in love...with myself..when I'm running.
But, it's not ALL good.
-Recently running has slowed down the scale because I am not controlling my diet as well. It's just not helping me lose rapidly like I had been. Everything has slowed down, but my muscles are bulking up, and my clothes are pooling around my legs and arms, and sagging and bagging in unexpected places.
-Weight loss is pretty much all about diet. Naturally, I want to eat more when I'm doing cardio 3-4x a week. Running is making controlling my diet that much harder, not to mention the suddenly missing period, leaving me in a constant state of pms. who knew?