Well, we had a few more days of sporatic internet connection....of course, it only ever goes down when hubby is asleep or not here LOL (I get so frustrated talking with "those people"

) Anyway, I've been trying.... I did good on Sunday, despite it being a crazy crazy day, so that put me at 3/3 Then I stepped on the scale. I've been doing good. Drinking my water, watching portions, cals & making healthier choices. I've been exercising. Up a pound.

I was really expecting it to move the other way. According to my numbers, (cals in vs cals out) I should be down just over 2! I get so frustrated when the scale doesn't agree with my math, because usually it's dead on. But, my dad hasn't been doing so good, so I'm thinking maybe it's stress? And I've been getting like 4 or 5 hours of sleep....
Anyway, I had made a giant cookie for my friend's b-day on Monday, and had some lefterover cookie dough- I planned on making some cookies for the kiddos, but got so mad at myself that I ate it

almost a dozen cookies worth of dough...which made me sick to my stomache, but then I couldn't eat my dinner, so I ended up just snacking the rest of the night.

so, Monday left me at 3/4
Tuesday I started off bad. Just snacking on kids' breakfast while I was cleaning up, then we went out to lunch, and the kids had pancakes and bacon, which I off course ate more of than they did

After that, I did get myself under controll, but still....3/5
Today, I saw a friend and he said I was doing great on my diet. I corrected him, and said I wasn't really and that I am now back to weighing what I did the end of April! He pointed out that 40 pounds are still gone, and insisted he was sticking with his statement that I was doing great.

(this is one of the friends who helped me stay on track and LOOSE while in Vegas!)
So, yes, I might have gained back all I lost in May, but I will might end up gaining back a little more before I start losing again, but I will NOT gain back all the 40. I will not yo-yo back to where I started. I will NOT go back to wearing a size 26. My 22s are still fitting fine, so I will wear them with pride. I might not be 250 by my anniversary, but I WILL be 250! I might not meet this goal, but I will do the best I can and I will lose as much as I can and get as close to it as I can!
I've been on track all day, so as long as I can keep focused, I will be 4/6
Sno- you have been doing terrific!!! Great job getting that water in, and on the speed walking!

that is awesome
Strawberry- uh oh, a crawling baby? I remember those first crazy days. I'd be used to the baby staying where I left them, then I'd put their shirt on, and turn around to pick up the pants, turn back around and- poof! no baby! LOL they'd be halfway down the hall already

Congrats on the weight loss, you are doing great!
Dolly- how exciting to get to hear the heart beat- Is hubby all excited? I know mine *loved* hearing the baby's heartbeat

Glad to hear that the dr says things are going well. Hopefully the little one will let you know if it's a boy or a girl soon. Makes deciding on a name MUCH easier
Nina- you are doing FANTASTIC!!!! I hear you about the social situations doing you in, I am trying to limit my social interactions this month LOL
KT: Hang in there! I definately think that exercise will balance out bad eating. Of course it depends on how much of each LOL For me, I can eat as little as possible, and drink as much water as I want, but if I don't exercise, that weight just isnt' going anywhere! (of course, JUST exercising doesn't do it for me either LOL- it's the trifecta) btw, what are dragonboats?
Barbmarie- you are doing great!!! Grats on the loss! I know how frustrating a stall can be, keep it up and maybe next week will bring you a bigger loss!
Jasmine/Sockmonkey- try not to be discouraged. TOM messes with the scales, don't let it mess with your head too! Just put a little * next to this weeks weight, and tell yourself it isn't "official" Hopefully that will work out for ya. (it only works on occasion for me LOL, I have a love/hate relationship with my scale LOL)