I know I came on here a few weeks ago - and said I was back - and gonna get on program again - well I tried but slipped - and wallowed in that pit trying to blot out how miserable I was with YES more food !!!!!
WHy is it SO Hard ? Why does Eatting have to do what it does to us ... to me !!!!!! I enjoy it so much .... But okay I accept that NOW I wanna do something to make me feel good at the end of the day -
Eatting the way I am is only making me depressed - and food wont cure it.
Today is Offically -Is myt Offical First day
So far so good .....
I have had 2 cups of coffee non dairy creamer and SL - 2 pts
Wanted more - but didnt have it
Got 32 oz of water instead
Then i had my Oatmeal (wanted a bagel w/cream cheese) But didnt I made the better choice 2pts
For a snack I just had Half of Cucumber sliced up ... with half a lemon squeezed over it - salt and some Cayenne Pepper - YUMMMY and it was FREE !!!!!!! Woooo WHooooooo
4 pts total and it is Noon -
I used to make the mistake of trying to starve myself - I would wait until I couldnt wait any longer to eat breakfast - like 11:30 or 12:00
then I would wait as Long as I could for Lunch like 2:00 or 2:30 and I would have LOUSY bag of Popcorn - - - on the drive home I would be SO SO SO Hungry that I would eat small children dipped in chocolate if they were near by - which is why when I came back a few weeks ago trying to do the program that way - it SOOOOO didnt work.
This time - I am doing breakfast
small free snack
Light Lunch
If I need another snack (pop corn is a snack not a meal
)
And then use most of my points for dinner
But used smartly .... fill up on mostly veggies and a senseable
portion of meat ......
I refuse to eat anything I dont like. Or burn myself out of the things I do.
I want to enjoy eatting healthy just like I did eatting unhealthy.
I got a tip from another poster ... to do a specific veggie a week.
Like Broccoli week - and then aspargus week .... etc etc etc
And I love that Idea .......
So heres to a good start - Positive thoughts - and Mucho
(carrot dancing) for any good choices
Angie