Sundove ... ah, no! No AC for me
Here's what's been going on in my world
Update on my life – total CRAY CRAY!!
Well, I think the last I yakked I let you all know I wasn’t well because of overdoing … well, someday I may learn!!
I got better – “yay”
But then !!
I set aside last week and this week to
DO NOTHING but work in my house to prepare to show for a possible sale. And, in general, just to get rid of C.R.A.P --- (ca-ca retained and piling-up).
Well, when all was said and done – last week, the only day I
DIDN’T schedule outside the house --- Saturday! And this week … today and most of tomorrow (dinner at 730pm). WHAT!! ??
I hit the wall Yesterday! Came home and went to bed. Cancelled my massage for today … been just catching up here on 3FC's (which I’ve learned helps me be connected with myself – what some call centered).
Here’s a shortened synopsis of Monday & Tuesday (and I’m putting this on here more for myself to see the lunacy of my life.) Remember – these are days I was to PLAN NOTHING!! (argh!)
Monday the day started at 930 am – sat with a friend who has dementia / set up an impromptu lunch with a friend I haven’t seen for quite a while / last minute plans to pick up three tables from church & take to EAA for a missionary’s booth / got home at 7ish
Tuesday started at 8:00 am – met a friend for breakfast and help figure out stuff on computer / long phone conversation (very emotional) / met with a young man – had questions re: accounting careers / stopped at older (92) man’s home, to give notice of quitting, whose books I’ve been doing for years (I wanted to quit over a year ago). I told him in person. Cried when I said good bye … told him “I love him” and he said “I love you too.” Called his daughter to let her know … cried and felt like I was kicking a sad feeble dog to the curb
Very difficult! / purchased items for a fruit salad / cut up fruit - jump in car … head to a dinner with friends / Talked with daughter of an elderly friend who is not doing well – healthwise / got home - phone and texting friend whose husband is in ER / Pick up food - take to friend while she waits for hubby / I sit and wait with her / 11:45 – got home / watched tv until 1am (to unwind).
Over 2500 calories today!
Wednesday - Met a friend at 9am then from there worked at pantry at 10:45 and then straight way to a study at 1pm. Left early to get some lunch at 3pm … went home and CRASHED!!
AND I WONDER WHY I’M EXHAUSTED!!
AARGH! When will I learn??
I am mentally flat lined, emotionally spent, physically exhausted, and do not want to see any people today!
In addition – it has been blistering hot and humid here, just like everywhere else. I do not have AC, so I’ve been using the dehumidifier and a fan. Thankfully I am not a hottie! However, I love to have my windows open, but that has been nearly impossible.
TODAY!!
Yippee! No people / not hanging out on the phone with anyone / spending time chilling … eating very little (not hungry I think my gut is shut down too) / and the WINDOWS are open with a wonderful non-humid breeze!!
So, I have ABSOLUTELY nothing planned on the calendar for the first two weeks of August. I hope I’ve learned my lesson and I don’t book anything. I can’t tell people I’m on vacation – only to stay home and work on my house … because I’m retired and they won’t get it! Oh well, I will just have to be persistent (WITH MYSELF!!)
Hugs to you all…
And, now you know the saga as to why you haven’t seen me for half a month (it feels like).
Gail