Hey everyone! I have been bouncing around and not getting anyway in fact i have gone up 25 lbs in the last 2 years and I need to finally be my old self again. Looking for support and kick in the butt when needed
My story in short. I got pregnant gained 45 lbs had the baby she developed brain damage due to negligence and so it was a roller coaster ride of emotions and sleep deprivation to the extreme( I have only just this year gotten her to sleep normally and she turning 4 in a few months), I lost 30 lbs in her second year of life only to put it back on when she got ill again. Obvously I am an emotional eater and I am trying to cut out sweets to get rid of cravings.
I am working out everyday and keeping my calories to a 500 calorie deficet. I have restarted so many times to just cave and say screw it I need comfort. but I miss my old body and just feeling comfortable. I want to look good for my husband and myself. Also my sister is getting married next Feb and I would love to surprise my family back home with the old me
Sorry if that was too long just needed to put it out there.
thanks!