Losin it in Paradise

A reminder

I have been sitting on the pitty potty all week cause I am facing surgery again.  My stomach has herniated and I need to have it repaired…the doctor cannot understand why it has done this almost a year and a half after my surgery, but it has…..FOOK So I have managed to whine and feel […]

Back in the land of the living

I had a blast in Vegas.  It was just what the doctor ordered.  I partied, played, rested, ate too much and drank too much and shopped a little,  and just generally had a good time. My niece was also there, she arrived with a friend for the last four days of our trip so was able to […]

Still here…

Thanks to all for your good wishes, concern and most important, your loving hearts.  I am doing okay, saw my doctor and he put me on Wellbutrin 150mg a day.  After 10 days he upped to 300mg a day.  I cannot say I feel all the different right now, just calmer.  I dont’ feel so […]

The big “D”

I feel it hitting..and I don’t like it. I have been doing my best to avoid it, but I think it is time to say uncle and call my doctor.  I am so fookin depressed! Damn, there I said it…why….who the hell know! I just feel all the joy in my life is gone.  I […]


It has been one of those weeks.  I have been hit with just one too many things this week and I am not bouncing back… Where do I begin?  Well with the most numbing and scary, and awful of course, get it out of the way so I can breath again….. My son and grand […]

almost done

Literally, I am almost done!   I am so fookin tired.   Well it is my sixth shift, and last shift until next Monday.  I can hardly wait.  I am so tired… Even with these last three shifts only being 8 hours, I am still drained.  Not sleeping well and then of course we are busy as […]

Oh no you didn’t!

yup, I did…another 2 pounds.  I gotta be running it off cause I sure am not starving 🙂    So I was really proud of myself cause despite working odd and long hours I still ran 10 days straight.  The only reason I did not run the 11th day is that I treated myself and went […]


Damn potato chips, how the hell did they find there way onto my desk…more important how the hell did they find there way into my fat little mouth????  WTF Okay so I have been doing well, and then some well meaning staff member who knows how much I love Salt and Vinegar Maui Potato chips […]

12 pounds and counting

Well I am slowly getting there.  I am down a total of twelve pounds now and can definiately notice it in my face.  I have the slight outline of cheek bones poking in there somewhere… So I also upped my running this week quite a bit.  I am now running for 30 mins straight.  Which […]


Well I decided to let the hubby live and we have worked thru it, even thou when I think of it I still steam a bit.   I made a police report and a bank report and it looks like I will get the money back.  BUT needless to say, hubby will not be getting another […]