Well, yesterday was a but but I did get this much typed out and should have posted it here last night.
I want to open my 5lb envelope. Just the 5lbs. I am dying to weigh in in onederland. Its October and I have been obsessed with the food and weight thing and nothing has changed in 10 months. I actually gained 8 pounds. Poop!
I want to FINISH something ~ anything. I want to start everything ~ Bootcamp, painting a room, organizing my office, cleaning the barn out. I’m just overwhelmed with thoughts!!
I started Flylady again. I have shined my sink fo r2 days in a row and even moved my refrigerator and vacuumed the coils and mopped the floor. Going to track my days with a shiny sink. OH and, laundry is caught up. Start load in morning, finish at lunch. Is working fantastically!
Really want to start on Christmas gift making. Hoping I can think of practical things to make this year!
Getting my hair cut today. Really wanted color too, but no time. So color is in a couple weeks.
This excerpt from my Aug 16 entry still encompasses that anxiety and frustration I am feeling about no me time….. “We kinda inadvertantly celebrated the coming of the school year and mourned the end of summer. But theres never really a season that stops when you grow up, is there? There’s never a hey its the first day of “Kris” you know, days when you can count on the thighs to shrink, and the stomach to flatten, and the floppy wing things that have developed between your elbows and armpits to disappear. When is my season? And not even just for health… what about a quiet week to read a whole book? How about one whole paycheck to myself, or a perfectly clean house, 1 month. When does that season start? I know its up to me. I know I get the same 24 hours as everyone else. But my mind doesnt stop, ever. My body can do anything because my mind thinks I am constantly exhausted. Mind over matter may have worked years ago, but now….. it just all I can do to get up in the morning, go to work, be productive, and come home. I want more out of me. “
I did get to cut coupons, call mom - son - and bff last night and watch 2 episodes of Ally McBeal (I LOVED THAT SHOW AND THEY FINALLY RELEASED THE 1ST SEASON ON DVD! WOOT!
Gonna get my work done today and maybe? have time to get back here before the kids show up tonight!
ROUND - thanks for comment. Mind like water is absolutely what I am after!
Good to see you active in life and blogging! Keep up the good work.