This time it’s for real

Ug I peeked and weighed myself this morning: 215 I haven’t really gone off plan, but the exercise hasn’t been happening either. I’m sure the stress isn’t helping one bit.

Yesterday I just wanted to spend time with my hubby so I got off class early, and lo and behold I go home and one of his friends are over! Seriously I was so pissed that to keep my mouth shut I stuffed it instead… Not good- but really I was pretty mad that his friend came over- I know my hubby probably though I wasn’t coming home till 10 and was surprised when I got home at 8:30… if his friend calls today I will tell him do not invite him over- don’t even answer the phone! This is US time. It’s like from M-W I don’t see my husband cuz I’m so busy and tired.

Taking this course twice weekly is just killing me- I mean I do eat out on those days- but I eat subway, turkey on wheat with veggies, light mayo and mustard, no salt, pepper, oil, vinegar. I will cut out mayo next. Though yesterday the girl put a ton of pickles in mine I was about to be like “oh uh can you not put so many?” lol.

For some reason when I’m done with lab I am STARVING so I still go home and eat (usually just a soup)- but if I don’t eat beforehand I suffer in that class. It’s a catch 22 I tell you!

I’ve just got to find a way to up the workouts- and it just seems like working out the days of lab just isn’t an option cuz they are exhausting days. I might just do Thursday/Friday weights at the gym, then Saturday/Sunday do some exercise video with my sister. The 30 day shred came in- maybe I’ll just do that on the weekends so that will give me 4 days of working out a week, not the best cardio but right now probably as much as I can stand to do without passing out and sleeping for 2 days solid :p One of these days I’ll get below 213.