why did i wait so long?

i guess this blog is about my journey with weight loss and getting healthy

4 months! April 18, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — hveeck @ 2:53 am

I cant believe It’s been four months since I’ve blogged on here! time flies.  I see a lot of new blogs, and a few old ones that look familiar. anyway, I guess I will update you all on my situation. since I last blogged, the stress in my life seems to remain.  My husband is doing better. he has been clean for a few months now. we got him some help and he started back to cullinary school.  I have been trying to deal with the confusion I feel towards him, but I am still confused. I love him and dont think I could leave him, but I am also still angry at him for the things he has put me through. I wont forget it any time soon. its been a hell of a year.

weight wise, I am up about 18 lbs since my lowest.  my lowest was in october at about 176. I saw 172 once, but only for a second. I now weigh 194.6 as of today.  not quite what I was hoping for at this juncture in my life, but hey, it could be worse.  I have not cheated in a little over a week. so, we shall see how it goes. I want to be back close to 176 by june. I still go to the gym four to five times a week.  the problem is….. the past 4-5 months or so, I will be on track and work out for about a week and then de- rail myself for a few days. so, this is how my weight krept up like it did.  I need to stay on track in order to lose! that is the plan. (as always) LOL.

B- grilled ckn wrap

L- coffee, big salad with sunflower seeds and caesar vinigarette dressing

S- wheat thins

D- healthy choice turkey marsala meal

S- small orange, apple… more coffee ( i am at work)

S- total cereal before I go home

 

3 Responses to “4 months!”

  1. incontrol2day Says:

    welcome back! I hope everything works itself out for you.

  2. round Says:

    glad to see you back

    I regained (more than you) a couple of years back and it was a tough struggle for a long time to get back on track.

    And right now I’ve been slightly off track for a month (and seriously off track for the last 10 days of that) and feel myself resisting getting back on track — but it’s coming…

    Your food choices look great, and it’s great you’ve been able to stick to exercise

  3. billie Says:

    4 months! don’t feel bad… its been a year for me.

    I hope the best for you as always.

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