Archive for February, 2008
4:47pm the same day…..
I feel like a recovering alcoholic locked in a goddamn bar that happens to look like my apartment.
I will tell you this…
It was horrible. I stood in front of the refrigerator debating whether or not to completely fuck this goddamn diet or to hang in there. Sometimes this question happened while sitting on [...]
Triggers…
Yesterday was good for me.
I started out the morning with a shake and popped a few Hoodia pills in an attempt to curb hunger. The chemical smell, the slushy ice…. ahhhh Medifast. I mixed my lunch soup the night before and popped it into my bag. Armed with a few south beach [...]
back on the wagon tomorrow….
Today I gathered up all the things I need for the Medifast excursion again. I dutifully went to the store and bought protein shakes, south beach diet cereal bars (140 calories), laughing cow light spreadable cheese wedges and salad. I also put 3 ice cube trays in the freezer. I have to [...]
Posted by anngirl on February 28th, 2008 under General | 7 Comments »sad
It wasn’t a bad day.
I woke up this morning depressed.
I don’t feel like teasing out why I’m depressed - rather I just want to get over it.
My food was horrible - I actually fed the depression today and I haven’t done that in a while. Coincidentally I got on the scale this morning and [...]
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