Hey everyone! It's a bit quiet in here, what are you all up to?
12/29: 153.6
1/1: 153.4
1/3: 152.6
1/4: 152.4
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1/27: ~154
I binged very badly yesterday. My husband has pretty disordered eating habits. He skips both breakfast and lunch most days, even when I prepare food he can take with him. If he does eat, he goes out for lunch. It's frustrating because this means that he and I are almost
never on the same eating schedule. And I don't mean we are off by half an hour or even just an hour, I mean
hours. This bothers me for several reasons:
1. If we travel somewhere, about 50% of the time we can't eat together. He's hungry when I'm not and vice versa.
2. If we are home and I want to eat together, same thing. It has the irrational side effect of making me feel bad about eating, too.
3. Because he skips his first two meals, he can pig out for dinner. It tempts me, which I know is entirely up to me to control, but for God's sake, pleeeasse try to tone it down!
So of course, last night he comes home and wants to go out to eat at 8pm. I had already capped out on calories so I said I would go and just sit with him. Yeah right. I ate 2k calories in one sitting. So today when he asked me to meet him and his co-workers for hibachi, I said no. Hours after I said no, he says again, "You know, our apartment is on my way to hibachi..." I told him no, I was not going; and I didn't. But I did cry because I was lonely. >.>
