good evening chicks - Reda, CONGRATS on being down even more!!
hey chicks, I jogged today!!! I haven't for years. I remember
trying a few years ago, but I hated feeling my abdomen wiggling, and it felt like my insides were gonna fall out :shock: so this morning I was about to work out inside as usual, but DH wanted to watch something on TV. He's always very supportive of my working out usually, so I didn't make a stink about it, and just said I was going to walk outside for a change. So I changed into warmer clothes ( it was barely 20 out)
So I started just walking...then thought 'this is not exerting me, I need to be sweating and breathing hard!' and thought..okay, just TRY jogging to that house..and I did, and it wasn't bad at all! so I said, okay, see how long you can keep this up... and I did for 1.4 miles!! Now this was NOT running, it was SLOW jogging, but I was sweating and warm and using exertion, and I was psyched! I slowed down and walked the last .4 miles home.
I went to work and was SO excited with myself, just with that jogging episode. And felt great until my &*%#@!$%^ of a boss made some mean and rude comments about a customer, who is an acquaintance of mine, and yes the customer was a big, shaggy-bearded biker, and I am still just FURIOUS about what turd-head boss said about him when he left. This customer, his name is Sonny, is the kind of guy who would stop in the dead of night to help someone who was stranded by the side of the road. Would turd-soul boss do that? NO.
It is a fault of mine that I allow these things to bother me so deeply. I mean, I was ready to QUIT . I was actually afraid to face him and say, 'I am really angry at you' because I didn't know if I could contain myself and not tell him to go *edit* himself.
And my tooth is acting up again, I guess I have to face that I have to make an appt. to have it taken care of.
And I"m so ashamed of myself, especially on top of my jubilant jogging this morning, that I ate 400 calories worth of chocolate.
well I need a good night's sleep, to get up and go to day 17 of That Place. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood tomorrow morning!!