Ok...well I got another one yesterday.

At least I have the $$ to pay for them...Gary... lol
I researched it make sure I got it right and it's FREEDOM in Hebrew. Although the literal translation in english would be stronger than our freedom, more like absolute liberty. I would say that is what Christ gave us! If we accept it.
I will upload a pic soon...
I was listening to Brian "Head" Welch (ex-guitarist from KORN) today and his song: Washed by Blood, amazes me everytime. Today it made me think about Gomer (hosea's wife) and how no matter how many times she left him to shack up with another man, or prostitute herself, Hosea would go after her and bring her home. We are like Gomer. We have prostituted ourselves for worldly pleasures, BUT GOD (i love those 2 words) always comes after us...He takes us back, washes us, cleanses us and loves us. AGAIN.
We look (or did) for something that dulls our pain, whether it's sex, drugs, food, exercise, work, anything done to excess and He is telling us that He has what we need. He wants to re-build our hearts, to give us a new start. He is so amazing.
I am going to paste the lyrics here. I am also asking for Him to re-build my heart. I think it's a continual process, like an onion peeling...more layers. But it's in the layers of healing and pain that we gain understanding.
If you don't feel accepted, have you accepted yourself? Have you accepted Christ as your LORD? As the RULER of your life? If you have...then YOU are accepted! And accepted by the Maker of the Universe! How awesome is that!
Peace!
Washed By Blood - Brian Head Welch
I know you've tried
To satisfy
Your appetite
For too long
You wonder why
You are alive
You've lived a lie
For too long
So now you're done
Life isn't fun
Anymore
What's this life for?
These are not
Only words to a song
Come to me
You're forgiven now
You're washed by blood
From deep inside
You're not a prisoner of your old life
Washed by blood
A brand new start
It's time that i rebuild your heart
I paid your price
I sacrificed
My human life
All for you
Come to the light
You will shine bright
You'll never die
That's the truth
Cuz i have sworn
You'll be reborn
If you choose
What's there to lose?
Wash away
All the pain
With the blood
No more shame
Understand
Who you are
And what your life is
For
I am taking over from now on
You can't escape don't even try to run
I can't just sit and watch you die no more
You will begin to learn what life is for
I've
Chosen this time
To change your mind
So you will find your way back home
Where you belong
Your heart of stone
Will start to feel love from now on
True
Live for me and you will see your life will be so worry free
Say goodbye to your old life give me a try
Be alive
There shall be no more death nor
Sorrow nor crying
There shall be no more pain
For the former things have passed away
You're washed by blood
From deep inside
You're not a prisoner of your old life
Come fly away with me
You know i love you
P.S. I put this on my facebook page earlier:
No matter how much we mess it up, God's plan will prevail. If we get where He is telling us to be and do what He tells us, then we won't miss it!

Even Gomer got what she needed. I felt like her today when I realized how much God loves me, wants me, pursues and searches for me. It's time for a new start, Father please re-build my heart! I am Yours!! And He is right on time. NEVER late!!!! AWESOME