-I confess that I want ment to flirt with me and find me attractive, and I'm worried that they don't because I am obese.
-I confess that I'm worried men won't flirt with me or find me attractive even if I get to my goal weight.
-I confess that I am worried my boyfriend will eventually get tired of me being obese, not because of how I look, but because of how depressed it makes me.
-I confess that I am worried if I reach my goal weight that my boyfriend won't like me anymore. He really does prefer curvey women, though I do think I'll always be curvey.
-I confess that I am terrified that I will gain it all back after I lose it.
-I confess that I look at Thinspo sometimes, even though I don't want to be that thin. I even have a private Pinterest board for Thinspo.
-I confess that I have daydreamed about being anorexic, even though I really don't want to be.
-I confess that I get dressed in the shower at the gym, and I am amazed by women that let it all hang out.
-I confess that I try to weigh in naked and after going to the bathroom and before I eat in the morning. If I can't weigh in naked, I wear the lightest clothes.
-I confess that when I am working out at the gym I usually judge others; either wishing I was their size, wishing they would find me attractive, etc.
-I confess that it terrifies me to look in the mirror and see one of 'those' people.
-I confess that I feel terrible that I even think/use the term 'those' people.
-I confess that I really really try to love and accept myself the way I am now because I want my boyfriend's daughters to see an example of a woman that is beautiful and happy even at a heavy weight. I want them to know they can be beautiful and happy even if some day they are heavy.
-I confess that I have used the previous as an excuse to stay overweight, and even gain weight.
-I confess that the last two points are not enough, I still need to be healthier.
-I confess that it pisses me off that even at my goal weight I will be considered overweight.

Okay, I think that is it for today :) Thanks!

I confess that I find it harder to stay on plan the smaller I get. That terrifies me.

I confess I'm contemplating a serious 3FC break and it makes me very nervous. This place has been a go-to for support and motivation for me for many months. But the stress of weightloss is getting to me and the more I dwell on it, the worse it's getting. And the fact that I get pi$$ed off here at least once a day now isn't good (I don't blame anyone but me, I shouldn't let certain people matter around here but I do).

I'm petrified to do this without all of my 3FC friends but I guess it will be a good test.

I confess that I just finished my lunch..and my snack...and I still want to eat more! It isn't that I'm hungry, but I'm not full! Ug. It is going to be a long day.

Oh no! I know what you mean though...there are certain people on these threads that really rub me the wrong way...crazy seeing as how I don't know them at all. Maybe start your own thread and stay away from the rest of the site for a bit? I don't know.

Thank you, ChickieBoom. :hug: Your post means a lot to me. There are so many kind and helpful people around here but lately, the witches are out in full force! I'm trying to stay away from any toxic people but it seems I attract them like a magnet! :D

100mother, I really appreciated your post and its honesty.

I confess an absurd level of impatience with this fat that is on me, I want it gone, now. Once that light bulb switched I feel like I am TRAPPED in this body. I want to move and run and be free of it.

I confess that it makes me uncomfortable that thin friends/family are starting to constantly compliment my weight loss.

I confess that I feel like a 50 lb loss is nothing compared to how far I have to go.


I confess that I am scared of being thin/small, although shivs words are constantly with me now...I want to be strong, I want to be a bad ***!

I confess that this forum has had a profound impact on my worldview. I feel hopeful now. I see I am not alone. I see I am not the only person who has been mistreated for my size, and there are different ways to cope with it...I see that the say I was coping with it was ultimately hurting myself.

I confess that I'm lost and very unhappy right now. I thought that 100 pounds would mean more, that I'd feel and be seen as sexier, that I'd see some beauty in myself, but this week I don't see any progress, and I'm not doing well staying on plan because of it.

Confessions :)
 

I have always been overweight. I remember looking down at my chubby belly when I was three.

I don't want to be a toothpick... I just want to be healthier.

I enjoy the attention I get when I'm losing weight. My co-workers lavish compliments and cheers for me! :hug:

I love working out once I get into the habit! :carrot:

I know how to lose weight. I've done it and kept it off consistently. I just need to do it again to lose the rest - down to my goal.

You are beautiful. I don't even know you and I see your beauty. Keep going. YOU are so worth it! Always remember that one bad meal... one bad day... one bad week... is not the end of the world. That is not an excuse to do it... just motivation to get back to it!

I confess that I had a brief *should I* moment yesterday after my weigh-in and considered going off plan for just a few bites when I got home. I didn't, and I won't, but the fact that I even considered it 9 months after of being perfect on plan pi$$ed me off. How could I even consider doing that to myself? And I thought of all of you and how strong you all are and the amazing things you all did and are doing. Who the heck am I to test the waters and what is worth eating to sabotage myself? Thank God I got my act together and ate a healthy lunch and posted a message here. Love you guys!!

I confess that part of me wants to invite my ex-husband to lunch so that maybe we can work on being friends (which is what we should have just been all along)...but I know he has lost weight since our divorce and I haven't, so I want to wait until I'm under 200 lbs. Even though I really don't want to be with him...so weird.

You are beautiful. I don't even know you and I see your beauty. Keep going. YOU are so worth it! Always remember that one bad meal... one bad day... one bad week... is not the end of the world. That is not an excuse to do it... just motivation to get back to it!

Thankyou raineenyte. That's just what I needed!

+1!!! I agree with everything here!!! :hug: