There's a whole chocolate pie in the office next door to me...SERENITY NOW....

Stella -- you HAVE the will power!!!! :) I have a box of some kind of home made goody thats been sitting on my desk all day. It has mini pretzels that have white chocolate chips and red and green m&ms through the holes that a co worker made. I haven't gotten into those as good as they look. Luckily they are in a Christmas box... but I know they're there. I was also given half of a coffee cake made in a German bakery. I'm taking it home to my parents. I MAY have a miniscule indulgence on Christmas.

Mary - that SUCKS about your cat! I hope your gift turns out well anyway. Kitties are so fickle. I have 2.

Sgregg - hang in there girl! We all have those days!!!! Especially around TOM I feel like I want to eat the WHOLE house!

Forest - congrats on finishing up the apps! Those can be tedious! Now you don't have to worry about it anymore! YAY!

Stella - I'm so there too, right now - we can do this!!! Our suppliers have started sending holiday gifts, so there are three full boxes of gourmet chocolate sitting in the break room. Plus, it's the day of the month that we do a 50-lb employee candy giveaway, so those boxes are in there too. I'm trying to steel myself to go eat lunch in there...

Mary - i hope your day gets better!!!!

Stella - you can do it!!!!!

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Thanks you guys for your encouraging words. I'm doing the best I can on this vacation... and honestly I would have totally given up if it wasn't for you all!! I'm also thankful for free wireless internet in this cabin hehehe.

So today i had a minor NSV... I realized that I miss healthy food. I cannot wait to be back home and cook some nutritious yumminess for myself. I have realized how much I actually enjoy cooking and how healthier food really does make you FEEL GOOD. It's good for you! Who woulda guess it, right? Lol. Earlier this week, i was afraid of "falling off the wagon". Well now I know that I'm DEFINITELY not, and in fact I can't WAIT to jump right back into the swing of things :D

Jess...isn't that feeling great?! I have gotten to where I like a little bit of raw broccoli where I couldn't stand it before and I also like fresh green beans a little crunchy when cooked. :)

it was funny because i suddenly had a fever right after eating some nuts yesterday morning (it's 2 am here) - and i couldn't bring myself to eat anything properly after that (though I had some fruits and a cup of chocolate earlier at 10pm). My whole body is aching like crazy. I'm forcing myself to do 8 minutes stretch to see if it'll get better. It's holiday season and i don't know if getting sick all of a sudden and couldn't eat anything is a good thing (since i don't have to deal with all the temptation lol). j/k. It's weird because last year I felt sick right at this time of year as well. T_T Blame the winter I guess.

@jess: it's a great feeling isn't it. That feeling will definitely push you to your goal ^_^ fight !

@sgregg: Oh i don't like broccoli as well. Too bad my whole family is like loving it T_T So i still have to deal with it ... Congratz on loving it a little better than before, can't wait until I can enjoy eating them as well.

forest- secretly, I actually like feet :D My feet, your feet, animals feet...even if they arent that aesthetically pleasing, theyre interesting you know? They keep you vertical. I should have been a podiatrist :lol:

And yes, lemon chicken crackers should be a requirement! we should have an oath or something with them involved

Hopefully today will be more relaxing than yesterday >.< Ive got my thesis to work on, some xmas shopping to do, and gym. How hard could it be? Plus i saw 65.6kg on the scales this morning :carrot:

3 chocolate cookies I just ate - meet my treadmill tonight at 6pm.

Icon - LOL! Well who doesn't like animal feet? Even elephant feet look silly and kind of cute :3 Especially baby elephants! Baby-anything is cute though...

Stella - LOL that's the spirit! Chocolate and walnut fudge that my friend made for me because of my bad day that I plan on eating later - Meet Jillian Michaels and her kickbutt workouts!

Today is getting better :) I just finished my final project and posted it. I have 2 short papers to write today, and participate in class discussion, and then I'll be ALMOST done! Tomorrow I'm going to take my IT final and then I'll be done done done for two weeks!

i have a theory that just about anything that is small and round is cute ^.^ Elephants are very round. Congrats on being nearly finished! I cant wait to have a holiday!

I spend my days with a small and round child... I dont find anything cute anymore haha

so I was totally stressing about baking all these cheesecakes tomorrow however I found the perfect cake boxes at walmart...who knew they would have such things... well they have everything... now I just have to really bake all four of them tomorrow...I'm just thinking about the extra money I'll get for doing it :)

Haley - Money is good!

HOLY CRAP. I just did JM's Burn Fat, Boost Metabolism. HARRRDDD!!! It's all kickboxing and calisthenics and dynamic cardio, which I love, but it is INTENSE!! When I was done I was laying on the floor wheezing (I have asthma) and dying and my dog actually came down to inspect me to see if I was alright lol! I drank soooo much water!

So I guess that makes up for the popcorn yesterday? Yes? Yes? Right?

Absolutely :)

Time to start Week 3 of C25K. Here goes nothing...

.... Worst final ever. Need to study NOW to counterbalance whatever happened just now. Just ate a huge meal...with godiva truffles as dessert.

I think the gym is unnegotiable tonight...

I'm so annoyed... My scene partnersmd I really didn't do well in our scene today with our lines (well I did... She didn't) so now we have to re-do it tomorrow, which is just annoottthhheerrrrrr thing to add to the finals schedule :-(

I also just left school today with SUCH a horrible headache... I thought I was going to cry on the train on the way home. That means no workout tonight, which I hope doesnt throw off my one lb goal for the week. I hav finals an am working tomorrow and Friday, so I'm a little worried :-( ....