i am really upset with myself i got on the scale this morning and i am back up to a whopping 199. mind u i was 185 in april. welp i started phase 1 of fatsmash over again today and i refuse to get knocked off track. i am going to 24 hr fitness today to use my free pass and will join next week. i cant afford to sit on my arse any longer. finals, graduation, moving, two vacations and bronchitis. and 14 pounds. FML.
kelli - i gained 14 pounds. dont do it!

get yr butt to the gym and find soemthing else u enjoy. lol try everything
becky - you are still rocking gf! just gotta restart like i am doing but this is my last restart i promise. i could slap myself. i feel sooo fat ugh.
ashlan - i am going to start this running again. i am going to try to do an accelerated version of c25k. maybe i will catch u one day lol.
well i think i will be posting here most of the time rather than the weekly chat so i need yall to help me get my mojo back. i feel so out of the WL loop.
k off to do something healthy ttyl