Girl, I've been reading your thread these past few days and I told my husband about it when he asked what I kept reading. I told him you live too far from us (we're in TX) or I'd send you a bus ticket and you could crash on our couch! That sweet man of mine agreed with me--take care of yourself
He has hurt my feelings again and I have spent the last hour bawling again. I can't really explain it all now because he is still awake but please send me lots of hugs and prayers
you have to understand, we are all so worried about you, this is not getting any better. Such great advice and help from so many, please do try to look into some of these, yes, making that first call or asking for help will be hard, but you will see, so many people are just waiting for you to call them, for help.
Michelle, I don't think he is embarrased of you. You weigh 190 pounds girl, you are NOT fat. You're a very beautiful and kind woman, and any man would be damn lucky to have you. I just wish he would realize that. I do believe he is isolating you, maybe he doesn't see it that way, but I think you should just sit down and have a calm talk with him about it. It may resolve a lot of issues.
And I think you getting a job would be a great idea. You would be earning money, AND it would get you out of the house!
Oh sweetie, I don't think things are going to turn around there for you! Please, I know you love him, but please, love yourself even more and take care of you! He obviously isn't taking care of you at all, other than keeping a roof over your head, that he has already threatened to take away from you. Like I said, if you need ANYTHING PM me!!!!