time flyz
November 4th, 2009 by mauri waz hopin i would have time to post to a blog. Apparently thatz not happenin. I have a lot of extra shit to deal with in my life right now. I have been workin out, not enough, but as much as i can fit in and eatin fairly decent with few slip-ups. My weight is holdin steady & not at all where i was headed with this. I’m tryin to juggle hospital appointments, schedule, handle & look after everything going on in an aging parents life, who is not well at this time. Without going into detail, I’m not expecting any improvements for a long time to come and things may possibly get worse. it’s a sad, scary and heartbreaking time for us all. It’s important fo me to keep up my excercise routine, i know because, aside from the physical benefits, it clears & refreshes my mind. I seem incapable of remembering the simplest things at times. How am I ever going keep up?
gotta get my azz into gear & shake off about 40 lbs. Been hanging onto 20 lbs of this extra baggage for about 6 years now. i hate that i’ve allowed 20 to blossom to 40! What the hell was i doing? Yeah, eating too much, i know. i’m the healthiest fat person I know. Seriously…i work out. i run. i hike. No problem. i eat nutritious meals, but i cave into chowing huge amounts at the worse possible times. afternoons & evenings.