Hey PIC's,
I've been so busy here lol... but I've been keeping an eye on the board. Good Job Ladies, and way to get back on program Charlie! It's hard to get back on track sometimes. I'm finding it easier every time...

Plus as I'm progressing, and finding out about myself, I go longer in between 'cheats', and they seem to be a little healthier each time too.
I'm finding myself still obsessing on food tho.... not on the sweet/salty/oooey/gooey stuff, but on finding substitutes for all those things that will make me feel the same as if I were having the real thing. I think I hit on a realization this afternoon that there are those things out there, and they are good, but I'm not really changing my patterns, am I....... I keep on learning....
Petra~ I cleaned out my bookcase for a trip to the thrift shop today and my 'diet library' consists of a couple of Covert Baily
The New Fit or Fat and
Fit or Fat Target Recipes. I haven't actually looked at them in years, but I recall I don't think I'd recommend them as it was difficult to imagine following FOF for life, and the recipes that I tried were horrible.... just my opinion lol... I also have
The Carbohydrate Addict's Program for Success. It's a companion to
The Carb Addict's Diet which I never read..... Again I haven't read it in ages, but I remember thinking parts of it were talking directly to me.... I'm going to donate the FOF books, but I'm gonna hang onto the other and re-read. Also, at the thrift shop today, I found
Protein Power but I left it because I remember you said there was a newer title that was much better. I did get a copy of
Dr Bob Arnot's Revolutionary Weight Control Program. Have you read that one and what's your verdict? It seems, from a very cursory glance that it targets glycimic values (which as a diabetic is a good plan

i think) .... I could kick myself for passing on the copy of
The Zone! Anyways... I'm interested in reading, but still afraid of learning and trying to apply too much from too many sources again.....
I haven't been able to exercise cuz I pulled something I think.... I can't make the pain happen on purpose but I'm afraid to move cuz when I move "just so" (and it's not the same movement every time) I get such a pain in my side it puts me in tears......
Today has been a no-no day for me.... i headed to Ft Bragg this morning and didn't have anything to eat til 1pm and it was McDonalds... a dbs chsburger (I tossed the top of the bun. I ate the fries

I just wanted to purge immediately, which is an absolute no-no!!! Anyways, I'm on my way to my meeting and I hope I'll have something good to post later.

to all of you!!! TTYS
btw...has anyone heard from any of our PIC's MIA???