Good morning Vixens....brrrrrr it is cold here this morning in Texas very unusual for this time of the year.
Today is a combined birthday party for my 3 yr. old and 14 yr. old Grandsons. My daughters husband has a huge family and they celebrate everyones birthday big time. There should be around 50 or more people there. I come from a nearly non existent family, my parents died when I was 6 and 7, nine months apart. I had an older sister by 12 yrs. so she and her hubby adopted me when I was 8 yrs. old. She passed away in 2000, so I felt as if I lost my Mom, Sister and my very best friend. We lived in the same town and were together all the time and that began my weight gain journey. She died of lung cancer at the age of 60 and I smoked also so 3 wks. after she died I laid them down which was the best decision I could have ever made but I packed on the lbs. I don't know how I got on this subject.

Well anyway back to the party I have got to have some major will power not to eat a piece of cake since sweets are my downfall.
I did really well yesterday with my eating but got on the scale this morning

and I am up 2 lbs. I know, I know stay off the scale and that is something else I am going to have to work on. I have been put on a new antidepressant and it is known to cause weight gain, so I am weaning myself off of it and going to see if I can go without them. I have been on several for over 20 yrs. and I think I will try to get off them if I can.....we will see. I had a partial hysterectomy when I was 21 but I still go through pms even at this age and it always comes close to the last of the month. My eyes are swollen and I have a big zit on my nose, of course that would happen right before the birthday party.
Ok I have rattled on enough this morning, have a good day everyone. It is nearly 6 am so think I will get up and go to WMart and do my walking before it gets busy. Yesterday those dang shoppers kept getting in my way.
