Hey Jessica...I guess you just feel different. For me, I would have days when getting out of bed seemed like ****. Im bipolar though. I was diagnosed with depression first though when I was really young. I had some bad anxiety problems too. Sometimes, I would really get analytical. I would analyze EVERYTHING. Its really hard to describe. If you think that you maybe depressed, go to a doctor. If you cant afford it, there are state mental health departments. Thats where I went in Mississippi and it was great. The doctors were really nice. Ok, anyway...email me if you need to Jessica

Love,
Deanne

ooh ok, hmm i am not sure.

I am going to have to find something to do today, i brought at magazine (cosmopolitan) the one with Jennifer Lopez on the front. Then i can search around 3fc, hmm not sure after that.

Hey Diane, do you know Mike or Cindy McDaniel, i doubt you do, but those are our freinds from Weatherford. She is about to have a baby.

Oh how was amittyville horror Lynn? I so want to go see that. We watched some movie from Blockbuster called In the woods, its an older scary movie, OMG it was soo stupid. He had this sabortooth tiger mixed with wolk and rhino looking thing killing people and leaving body parts around people's houses. IT was dumb but i had a dream about it last night, i dont remember details but i know that stupid thing was in it. Never letting joe pick out another scary movie. I rented Raise your voice too, with Hilary Duff, my sister said it was good, she said she cried. I loved that one movie The notebook. oh man i cried and cried, even joe cried, even though he never admits it in front of his friends, he is just a big ole girl at times lol.

I liked Raise Your Voice and The Notebook. That was a great movie!!

I liked the notebook too.. Although I'm a book snob. I always read the book first and end up picking the movie apart lol. I did the same thing with that one. It followed the book ok, but it changed the ending COMPLETELY! I was disappointed with that. I would have liked to see the next book made into a movie and with Noah dead, they can't do that. (sorry if i spoiled the ending for you)
I've done pretty well with the diet this weekend. I spent alllll day at the ball field yesterday. Got there at 8:30 am and finally home at 6pm. It was chilly here. ok so it was 60, but windy as all get out. I kept shivering everytime a gust shot thru me. My girls played 6 games yesterday, needless to say they all slept in til 10 this morning lol. Exhausted.. completely exhausted. and a little sunburned to boot.
Well I hope everyone is doing well and I'll catch up with you soon!!

Hey Kim, your girls play softball right? I was raised playing softball, that was all we did. But i just loved doing it, going to tournaments, staying with some of our team members, and playing softball all day long, i have come home many times exhausted and just burnt, lol but it was so much fun. Now i try to watch it whenever i can. I dont have any younger sisters or little girls where i can go watch them play, but i love watching college ball.

Now that i dont play i really do look back and see how much fun that was. And i loved it that my mom was there to watch everysingle game, rain shine, cold, hot, she was always there. Which was cool. She was the main one there on that fence yelling, she was your typical softball mom. Ilove her lol.

Finally...there she is! I've been wondering where you were Kim. Its good to hear you're doing good.

For some reason, probably PMS, I just had major cravings. I wanted KFC like you wouldnt believe! So, I got on here. I have these cheese and onion small chip bags that are 3 points. They're low fat. They taste so good. So, I decided to try to trick my body into thinking that I was eating junk food. It worked. It made me wonder what y'all do when you have bad cravings??

Love,
Deanne

i usually give in, i dont know why but sometimes i just cant resist. Alot of people have suggested to me to go and brush your teeth or do somthing else, but i mean if i really really want something sometimes i just have to have it. And thats fine everyonce in a while, but man not everyday. ((points at herself))

I really need suggestions too.

Jessica

Where in the heck is everyone????

Ok girls...other than Diane...y'all are not posting. I hope everyone is doing ok. Do I have to fly back to the States and get y'alls butts on the computer??

Things are ok...I ate a fattening breakfast so for lunch, Im just eating a salad. Then, for dinner, I will eat a low point meal. Im not even going to count the points for breakfast. We ate at an American diner called Rics. Everything is fattening. I did manage to keep my portion low though.
Anyway, I got my mom to join WW again. She was on it a long time ago. I told her she needed to have something that she could do the rest of her week rather than for 6 weeks and be done with it. Oh and my aunt is also doing it.

Ok, I hope y'all are ok...

Love,
Deanne

Hi Diane! I love your walking lady..Her butt looks like mine!

Hey Deanne!! I am here. Don't know where everyone else is, but I am here! I weighed this morning and was a little disappointed. I only lost 1.5 pounds, so I am posting a 1 pound loss. I know that TOM is coming cause I am breaking out and hungry!!! My periods have been so screwed up lately, I don't really know when TOM will come except for the symptoms. Anyway, maybe that had something to do with no losing so much. Anyway, it is better than a gain, and I feel great!
So I will keep on chuggin! Glad your mom and Aunt are doing WW too. Do you talk to them much? Email? Good support there for all of you if you communicate regularly.

I am going on a walk with Kim here in a little bit and then giong to my sons school to help serve pizza! UGH! They had a hat contest for the best hat and my sons friend won. So he gets to invite 3 friends to eat pizza with him on the patio. My son was one of the 3 he picked. I really don't want to smell it or see it, but I know I must keep facing my fears!

Well, I hope all you vixens are doing well!!! I will be checking in all day to see!

That picture of the running lady is a hoot. Its so cute!!

Kim- When its my TOM, I get like that too. Im just trying to keep myself busy. I even added a journal thing to my website. So, that other people can keep their weight loss journals on it. BOREDOM. Anyway, 1.5lb lost is great!! Dont let it get you down. If you feel great, thats all that matters. Oh and I talk to my Mom through the DSN lines about every other day and I email my aunt. Its awesome support!

So, I saw this chick today that works with my husband. I have always been jealous over her for some reason. Shes tiny, tiny. Anyway, shes gained alot of weigh. I mean alot. This is just within like 2 months. The little devil inside me actually felt good about it! How awful is that? Or is it just human? Shes just such a b*tch. I really shouldnt feel this way. I felt like such a horrible person for feeling that way.

Ok, Ill be online for a while. Im bored, lazy, and trying to keep the cravings down.

Love,
Deanne

Hey everyone.. sorry i haven't been on this weekend, but dang.. i havent had much time to breath much less post lol. Yesterday I spent all day out shopping. I bought 2 more batting helmets, 2 more softballs(mine keep coming up missing), shin gaurds, batting gloves, a bat bag.. sense a theme there? lol
I havent weighed in this morning yet, i'm sorta scared to lol. I know thats silly, but still. I went out to lunch with my friend yesterday and we had Lennys (sub shop) I did ok, wheat bread, roast beef, lettuce, pickles, onions and no dressing of any sort. But I know it still wasnt really on my diet. I'm gonna have to face up soon enough though...

Good Morning, Vixens,
It has been a little slow here, Today is the first day back on track for me. Last week i was pretty sick but i am now completely over it. When i get off of work today i am heading to the gym and working out, I feel like such a bumm not working out all last week, i am really looking forward to it. I think my small goal now is just to get into the 180's, seems so small but that would make me feel pretty good. So i just need all the encouragement to get back in the swing of things, I want to go back to being a "loser." Ok well looking forward to posting today, cause i wont be doing too many things here at work, boring as usualy. Talk to you all soon.

Hey KIM!!! Girl, dont worry about that! Just weigh yourself. You'll be fine! How is everything going with you? Other than being really busy?

Love,
Deanne