Yes, yes, YES, I am back on the P1 wagon.
I have been looking forward to this in an odd way. I have been traveling and visiting family for the last two weeks and it has been a disaster. Actually I have been slipping for the last SIX months but it was accelerated by the holidays/vacation. I am flabby and feel like
and based on how my "big" clothes are fitting, I am larger than I was when I weighed the same previously. Say what?
I dared to step on the scale today. I am up 10-12 lbs from six months ago. WHY did I do this to myself? It is so ridiculously difficult for me to lose weight, talking more than a year to get where I was.
ANYway, I have come to accept that I need to radically change my relationship with food & eating. I may not be overweight but I have some scary eating habits and very self-destructive thinking in this realm. I still don't know why. I feel so much better when I am not obsessively thinking about <insert name of simple carb food>, so I need to just suck it up and make a plan to get myself back in shape.
Phase 1 today but a very disordered, unplanned Phase 1 day so I am not posting a menu. Tomorrow will be planned. I've made bean soup, roasted nuts and spaghetti squash deep dish pie and I will go shopping tonight to stock up on fresh veggies/Greek yogurt/eggs/tofu/fish.
to all of us