kind of whine...kind of funny...i went out to two stores for maybe 30 minutes and came home to no one in the house, no kids in sight, and the burner on the stove about THISCLOSE to bursting into flames....seriously WHO makes coffee on the stovetop and forgets about a burner set on high?? no, it wasn't the kids...so where ARE the kids?...DH says "i dont know where the kids are, i thought they went with you"....except he was playing with them when i left...then he remembered they went to the neighbor's house....LOL seriously??!
and the amount of time it takes DH and BIL to fix a car problem is crazy....not that it's any of my business but it just bugs me to no end that it takes them as long as it does, because i'm used to just getting up and getting things done...they knew for days that the repair job was going to happen today, yet they waited until like 2 p.m. to get the part from the store, it's 4:30 p.m. now and they're going to get yet another thing they need...at the rate they're going it's gonna take them All Weekend...whereas if i knew how to do it, it would have been finished by noon....
man, I love this thread. I don't know what it is, but I end up not feeling so alone or bad about my life when I read here.
*BIG GROUP HUG*
I have so many whines.
1. I f***ing hate my classes that I'm having to take now. I'm forced to take 2 4-credit hour grad level classes this semester because if not, I could be replaced in my current position at work. There is a time line to it, so there is no way I can't take both of these classes. But taking all these classes in addition to working full time is taking a mighty toll on me. I am not sleeping well, I am clenching my jaw at night, I am an emotional mess, I'm crabby and depressed, I have no free time, etc.
2. The weather sucks. It's March but it may as well be January. Cold wind and flurries all day today.
3. I feel fat still. No matter what, I can't get out of the mid 140s. I took a full length picture of myself and I look huge (I'm short, so mid 140s is big on me). I looked dumpy, not at all "tiny" like I used to be. I'm not used to being this big. My clothes feel weird, I feel weird. I have been making big changes lately, so hopefully this will change, but dear God, I want to see SOMETHING under 145 on the scale in the near future.
Supposedly I am 'high maintenance' according to my boyfriend. I don't feel that he appreciates my loaning him over $300, part of which was a Christmas gift to me from a relative! I think he is a bit high maintenance himself. I am glad I am getting away next weekend.
I have been sick with pneumonia, am over it now and have a physician's assistant telling me I no longer have pneumonia, but he is still afraid to kiss me, doesn't want to get intimate for two more weeks to make sure I am over this illness! I miss being intimate and being touched! He wears a mask and gloves around me!
I gained some weight awhile back due to a new med.
That's about it, thanks, felt so good to get that off of my chest!
Last edited by seabiscuit; 03-03-2013 at 10:32 AM.
Its MARCH right? South Florida is never supposed to be this cold brrrrrrr Its going down to 39 degress tonight (I know don't complain - I grew up in Chicago and lived thru the -64 degress windchill in '86) and my blood has thinned out. Yikes.. Gotta get my orchids covered with sheets and some will need blankets (Gotta a whole stash ) But MARCH? Really??!
I don't want to join a big girls dating website. Is that bad? I hate being single again and I freakin hate the fact that I can't be on a regular site without having to disclose my full figure status either...Anyone have any friends they want to introduce me to??? hahaha I am fun, funny, outgoing and just want to be loved - with all of my imperfections... is that too much to ask dammit!!!
First I want to whine about the weather. I'm so sick of this terrible winter. I have the winter blues BAD. I just thought it was finally warming up today and nope, ice storm tomorrow.
I'm tired of my husband and I being so separated financially. And I'm tired of my BIL's (who used to live in our house and technically still owns part of it cause they are both lazy pieces of crap who won't figure it out) name being on all our bills, but mine isn't, so I get no credit for paying them. And I'm tired of our joint bank account existing for the soul purpose that I put money into it for my husband to have access to for bills. But he doesn't know how to change account info on utilities and the like, so it still comes out of him and his brother's joint account. It's been two years now. It's one of those things where I constantly used to bother him about it, but because he has no idea how to do anything, and his brother is completely useless, nothing gets done. And I'm tired of feeling like we're just not married. I mean we went shopping the other day, I figured he could pay for everything because it doesn't matter who pays for what when you're married, right? Wrong. I think he was put off I wanted him to "buy" it. Seriously we're married... your money is mine, my money is yours. I don't get it. Ramble ramble nonsensical ramble UGH.
I think this money I am withholding money and he can pay all the bills alone until I start getting my name on them.
Definitely joining in on the cold weather whine! I'm fed up of having chilblains
I'm also fed up of being sick. I've had tonsillitis for ages now, and a cough that keeps me up all night so I can't get the rest that I need to get better. To top it off, I have really bad TOM cramps too. grr
I got some of the worst sleep last night. My dog either kept making noises or I kept dreaming that he was. His breathing would pick up and then he'd start making weird noises. I kept rolling to the bottom of my bed to look in his crate. -,-
Then this morning he kept whimpering to be let out so I was like screw it, I'm obviously not sleeping in. I let him out. He pees, I assumed he pooped, so I fed him and went upstairs. Five minutes later, I come back downstairs and he'd pooped all over the floor... I put him back outside and just said, "What was that, huh?" He looked at me like, "What was what, Mommy?" >.<
I met a new guy that I like but I'm confused. We met up for bowling on Thursday, he asked me over on Friday, and he asked me over on Saturday but cancelled due to supposedly not feeling well - then re-invited me near midnight (he's on break, he stays up all night anyways) - and then barely said a peep the following day. I keep telling my friends, "He isn't interested, if anything he wants a booty call and when he didn't get it, he took off." Several of my friends have disagreed but he barely said a word to me yesterday and I'm not texting him today. My gut is telling me that if he's interested, he'll get a hold of me, not just wait for me to make the first move. It's not like I don't have stuff to do anyways - train my puppy to not crap on the floor -,- , read, jog, clean up this mess I call my room, learn a new skill from the long list of things I wish I knew, etc..
I felt bad yesterday but I'm feeling better now. I'm firmly in the 130's for the first time in 5 years, I'll nail the 120's easy, I know it. His loss.
OLD Scale. Why oh Why do you move up and down and up and down??????? Each time I step on you, you show different numbers. WHY? Is it to Taunt me???? or to just say ha ha ha, - You will never know the correct answer/weight cackle cackle cackle
DH has a bad cold. Coupled with the extra 20# he's carrying, this is resulting in a level of snoring that would rival a jet engine or rock concert. I haven't had a good sleep in 4 nights, and I am fantasizing about carving a hole in his throat. My couch is not comfortable (tried that before), earplugs give me ice-pick type headaches, and the last place of refuge would be the basement office - HIS office, on an inflatable bed.
OMG i am soooo sick with a stomach bug...hit me out of the blue yesterday evening...spent the night dying in pain and throwing up in the bathroom....still had to be to work at 7 a.m....
thank god i was able to come home on my split shift break and sleep....finally ate some broth...but omg i look like h*ll and have blood spots all over my face from the force of throwing up even my LEGS hurt from throwing up....omg it was awful
My weight is back up to 136 despite counting calories and working out every day. My starting weight for my company weight loss challenge was 135.4 on Monday, I'm so frustrated. Maybe I should stop looking.
I, more or less, got dumped again. No reason given, just "IDK not my type". It's confusing because I seemed to be "his type" when he was trying to grope me... It feels like I stopped being his type when I didn't cave in. But if that's the case, I know I'm better off alone. But I can't help but feel like a blank slate. Like I'm missing a lot of...something.
I should pick up more hobbies or make more friends or something. I just feel so empty, like I have nothing to offer.
I've been eating all day and I am still hungry!!! Of course, I only had carbs, so no wonder why I am starving! On top of it I am just tired and all I want to do is laydown. I am also COLD!!!!!!
