[Wide in Winnipeg]

Hi Ladies! Sorry for being short yesterday,I'm up to my ears trying to get everything together for court next week! I am actually going to a place called Accutest to get some info on drug testing, they seem to know what my needs are as far as wanting him to have random testing and so on. What I would really like is hair folicle testing but I guess they don't do that here in Canada yet I have to tell you I"M FREAKIN" OUT!! I'm so scared that the judge won't understand my reasoning to keep Ryan away from his "Father".
heres the facts:

Him
Crack addict
thief-criminal record 12 pages long
compulsive liar
has already put ideas in Ryans head that he would be taken away from me.
Hasn't put a penny towards Ryan in a year and a half

ME

only addiction is to Ryan!
no criminal record!!
white lies(sometimes)
NEVER want Ryan taken from me!!
EVERY penny goes to Ryan! He never "needs" anything

Well, back to work, catch ya later.
W.

[angel-eyes]

Well just got back from a workout and an allergy appt. Turns out......I have severe allergies!!! NO WAY....and just maybe the allegra 180, flonase and optivar eye drops aren't working....hmmm.....I'll be taking the scratch allergy test on Sat am to finally get to the bottom of all THIS ITCHINESS AND SNEEZING!!! I've had (seasonal?) allergies for the past 6 years now, and nothing seems to be giving me relief and I keep moving into cities with more and more pollen counts!!!! DUH!!!! The allergy specialist suggested I wear goggles and a dr.s surgical mask while I do my vacuuming!!! huh?

artsygirl.......I soooo much like your new name better than 'tofat' cause you aren't anymore!!!

wendy...... hang in there GF!!! el loser will be long gone in a little while......ryan is the most important thing right now so don't stress about the rest of it!!!!

Rosario.....how are you liking ww's? and??.....how was your bday?

[Wide in Winnipeg]

Goggles and a dust mask, now that's attractive! Almost as cool as the Bubble they said I'd be living in by the time I'm 30!!!!! Can you imagine me rolling around like a hampster in a plastic bubble!! LOL! What are doctors thinking when they say these things!!
Have you done a scratch test before?? They did 28 on me and decided not to do anymore because it was to dangerous! Then they said they could give me the anti syrium shots, but get this.........there's an 80% chance you could die from the reaction!!!!!!! Forget it! I'd rather go on the way I am with the meds for allergies and inhalers for asthma than to risk my life!! I swear they are LOO LOO sometimes!
Have a good day anyway!(achoo!)
W.

[NikM789]

Wendy Hang in there

[la3y_un1c0rn_37]

Wendy there is no way the judge will give Ryan to "the Father"......You got this g/f just hold tight to Ryan.....

[Wide in Winnipeg]

Thanks girls! Now the trick is to convince the judge that he is not father marerial! That might be hard because they think that both parents should have access to the child,even if they are like my ex! The system is wacked if you ask me! EEKKKK,I'm so scared!!!

[buckneram]

Wendy-I wish you the best of luck. Just hang in there. We are all here for you! I am feeling like crap today. Got most of my bathroom cleaned and didn't exercise bc I just feel depressed for some reason. I did paint the rest of my garage though. I have so much homework its really not funny. I just don't feel like doing anything. I took a shower-again-to see if that would help, but I have no motivation. At least I'm not vegging out on food. Well, gonna work on my paper now.

[ArtsyGirl]

Hi girls-Tonight is the second night my hubby has been on extreme overtime (last night he got home a 1:15 am and left this morning at 7:30) My emotional eating got the best of me tonigh. I don't need to go into details of what all I consumed, just know that it was bad. I feel really down and lonely and that was to much tonight. This is my confession-Thanks for listening.

Wendy-Hang in there girl. We're all praying for ya.

[sandisuze]

Brandy: Scarlett Ohara said: tomorrow is another day - don't worry about eating bad one day- I started off with a really nice 1/2 wrap today and ended up inhaling it - then I looked down and thought where did the wrap go??? i just totally ate w/o thinking/tasting/ enjoying my lunch- BAD BAD BAD

Wendy- best wishes to you- I hope all will go good for you in court. Maybe if you told the judge he has threatened to "take " Ryan?? I now laws are different in Canada but can you ask for supervised visitation (if the judge insists on visitation??) to you.

Angel: My oldest has to wear a mask while dusting or running the vacuum.
it's funny looking but if she doesn't she has a massive asthma attack.
I can imagine the "new" fashion statement for those of us with allergies- yellow dust suits, goggles and masks.
I did read today that eating honey that is made around your area- (i think i mean honey made by bees in your area) will help reduce allergies by 75%- we happen to have a honey factory right here in town. I am buying some tomorrow- it shouldn't raise my sugar too bad- but honey in tea is yum.

Angela - Painting=exercise!
Have a great night everyone!
Sandi

[Wide in Winnipeg]

Hi all,
Yep the loser threw a curve ball this afternoon! I get a call from my lawyer and she is telling me that my ex has up and gone to B.C. for a visit or moved I don't really know and he won't be here for court on the 26th so we might as well cancel the court date. I thought something was up so I called his place at 11:30 PM and guess what!! The loser answered the phone!!Can you believe that he is even lying to his own lawyer??!! Anyway to make a long story short, I am going to insist that we still attend court on that date and if he doesn't show up it's his stupidity! I guess he told his lawyer that he would be able to join in via telephone so I'm going to make him do that!! See if he calls from B.C. or if he calls from his apartment(I have a cell phone that I plan on using in court if I have to)!He's got something up his sleeve and it worries me even more now than it did 12 hours ago.
Anyway, off to bed,night ladies!
W.

[ArtsyGirl]

Hi gals-I'm trying to shrug off last nights binge and focus on a healthy day. Thats easier to say than do, but I'm trying. I've got a kick butt spinning class again this morning that'll really get some calories and stress burnt off. I think we have another nice day and I want to get out in the sun (maybe a bike ride) to help get my mood back where it should be. I'm really trying.

Wendy-Best wishes. Maybe the judge will catch wind of his newest lie and that'll infuence him heavily. Got my fingers crossed for you and Ryan.

Sandi-Thanks for the encouragement. It is needed lots right now.

Have a great day and hope we all can stay/get back on track. See ya.

[buckneram]

Brandy-I know what it's like to be home alone at night. My bf works second shift and when I get bored or lonely I just want to eat. Hang in there.
Wendy-your ex is crazy. no other words, just crazy!

[NikM789]

Hello

It's beautiful outside damn work. I did go rollerblading at lunch yesterday and went last night even made my self to do an extra 10 minutes for myself and to get that extra point. No excerise today for lunch going to get my nails done and eyebrows waxed. I have kickboxing tonight. So last night I stepped on the scales and it said 191 I was like no way 1 lb away from my goal for my sons birthday on saturday So we know how that scales works so I will check on Saturday Mornin and it also suprised me because I got Tom yesterday morning.
So one day down not craving to much today thank god just have to keep it like that I was yesterday for something but I just grabed my dried cranberries and it work they are so good. I tried them for the 1st time last week They taste really good mixed with peanuts but just had the cranberries.
I also bought fruit and smartones desserets to help me through TOM I also got the weight watchers chocolate muffins so good did the job. for breakfast this morning. So I might be getting through TOM with out a bad binge after all I also bought Lays fat free sourcream & onion chips because they are 1 point for 14 it cuts down some of the salt craving.

Well girls off to work till lunch time.

Wendy just hang in there

[LadyFirelyght]

Good morning, everyone! I've gotten today off to a good start with a 20 minute walk and 40 minutes of pulling weeds. I'm hoping to get in at least another 40 minutes of walking.Today is a veggie day. Only veggies and fruits until 5:30pm, then back to normal. I haven't been quite as good with my food choices the last week. Most days, I barely ate at all... others, I ate WAY too much. I went way over my calorie limit yesterday. But today is a brand new day and as good a time as any to get back on track!

[la3y_un1c0rn_37]

Lydia! Lydia! when you are done pulling your weeds can you come pull mine...lol I done some of it yesterday... I need to cut some things back. I need to get more of the limbs up...

How is every one today? I am haveing a normal day....for me. I did a good thing we had a cook out at work today and I did not eat the hotdog I was a good little girl and ate my low fat soup and peaches...