This is going to be a rant
I HATE vanity sizing! Hate it! Why are the designers catering towards obesity? I was shopping at Costco and I saw these cute dresses. I decided to get one. I almost bought size 10 but decided to get size 8 because my "real" 10's are starting to get looser. So I brought the dress home and tried it on; I was swimming in it!! I went an exchanged it to a 6 and it is still big! I need a 4... FOUR! In which universe a woman who is 7 pounds over weight wears a size 4???
My regular store does not use vanity sizing, well only their jeans run big. I get everything in size 10 there except their jeans (I need to get 8's). I hope the god that they don't change their sizing!
On a positive note. The dress looks awesome on me
I placed a wide belt on high waist and peek-a-boo sky high heels and I looked smoking hot
I am having a lot of NSV's....I guess it is helping me to get out of my funk.
Jo I was thinking about my lack of mojo during my walk. I am loathing all the counting and recording. I am taking a break from it. I have no problem doing FAST5 etc. I think I will concentrate on just eating window, because I am simply sick of all that logging. It is pretty hard to over eat during 5 hour eating window. I will also keep my twice per week 22-24 fasts.
As I mentioned this morning, my tummy is slimming down. I think it is all that green tea I drink. I brew a pot in the morning and I drink it hot at first and iced later. I use decaf tea. Green tea is supposed to melt tummy fat and after 6 weeks of large consumption of it, my tummy is going down.
maybe it is not true, but hey if it is helping, I am not complaining
I am really trying to focus on positive ( except my clothing rant
) I put some sun-in for my hair before my walk and placed whitening strips on my teeth...next time one may see me there with my rollers in my hair...
..hehe....so after my walk my hair was sun kissed and smile was brighter. I may be tired of this journey, I may be upset of the curve ball life threw at me, I may have another hellish PMS month, but I WILL try my best to stay on path and stay positive.
WTG 
I don't blame you on the food logging... other than watching my fats, I have not logged during week, just weekends (cause I change it up a bit) - that is something that burns me out. 
tonight. We took our first self defense class...mirrors everywhere. -- There was this lady about my age who was probably 10 pounds lighter but carried her weight on her butt and thighs and she looked so pretty with her tiny waist and curvy hips. I looked like a barrel with skinny legs next to her, actually like Sponge Bob! I am no apple, I am Sponge Bob! I really need to start core training, otherwise I am always going to look funny.
