chouku I just saw your post. I am so sorry your going through a hard time. Tough times like that can certainly throw a wrench in our plans. I just wanted to say that you have been doing soooooooo well, I know it's especially hard sometimes but keep up the great work! Day by day! We are here for you! I hope you feel better
I hope things work out and if they don't maybe it wasn't meant to be. Keep working on your wonderful goals and the new you!
I have found in life that when one door closes, as depressing as it may be, another one opens! I have honestly enjoyed watching your progress, bravo for hanging in there!