Hello people!!!
Sorry I have been AWOL for a few days, got a couple of things pressuring me just now
Anyway, I wanted to post this because I am pretty proud of myself for it.
I was feeling kinda down this morning and had to go grocery shopping...not a good combination
To add to it, I was craving C H O C O L A T E. I caved and placed a packet of Tim Tams in to my shopping basket. I kept looking at them and abusing myself for not being strong enough to resist...but I still could not put them back.
I went through the checkout and headed home. In the car, on my way home, I had a good stern talk to myself. It is ok to have Tim Tams...IN MODERATION. I told myself, NO MORE THAN FOUR!!!
Knowing my history with binge eating, I kinda laughed to myself. How would I be able to open a whole packet of Tim Tams and not scoff the lot with in minutes?? What a joke to think that I could do that!!!
So I got home, placed the Tim Tams on the bench while I stacked away the other groceries. I turned on the kettle and made a nice cup of coffee. I picked up the Tim Tams and laughed at myself as I reminded myself NO MORE THAN FOUR!
I sat down with my coffee and packet of Tim Tams, turned on the TV to the afternoon movie and tried to relax a little.
I opened the packet of Tim Tams and slowly ate one. I was in heaven!!! I had not had a Tim Tam (or chocolate for that matter) for going on three months!!! It was lovely.
The second one went down just as well, as did the third and fourth.
And that was it. I was not even tempted to reach for another!! I felt I had had my fix, I was content with what I had had!
The remainder of the pack now resides in the freezer and I have not been tempted nor have I craved for another!!
After that, I was pretty chuffed with myself!! I actually think I am learning control and beating the binge eating thing!!! And I have not attacked myself for the four Tim Tams I did have.
Everything else is still on track weight-loss wise. Still eating proper meals. Still cycling - 30mins in the PM and 15mins in the AM. My speed and distance in increasing too. And I am still feeling GREAT!
I hope all else are going well