Hope you feel better Penguin, and I can totally relate with the cramps, I have really bad cramps my first day. i just have to lie down with a hot water bottle and take it easy.
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Awww Onderchic, I'm so sorry about your Father

. May he rest in peace. He would be so proud of you, you've lost an incredible amount of weight, it is SO impressive!!! you totally rock!!! you have such a beautiful and encouraging heart.
Well done on the cardio!
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My exercise confession. I played tennis for 2 hours. It was a gorgeous day, blue sky, sun shining, perfect weather for tennis

i'm glad i went. When I was going to the tube station on the way back, i noticed a shelf of books with a sign, Free books take one! lol and so i did! Picked it up cause i liked the cover , called Labrynth By Kate Moss, apparently a bestseller, didnt get much time to sift through the others, as the kind tran station guy told me my next train was up in 3 minutes. what nice people eh!
and i noticed these beautiful trees and flowers on my way to the tennis club. it must be the gabriel method rubbing off on me! haha I listened to it last night, and I imagined myself waking up at 9am, as he said.
and would you believe it. I woke up at 8.59!! by myself! i was stunned when i looked at my mobile clock. but i stayed in bed for another half an hour hehehe. but spooky eh! i've heard that it happens that when you tell yourself you need to wake up at a certain time, you do. spooky!