Lori, what you said...I know it's more than mental, but I need to be mentally strong to do it...otherwise I just come up with all this addict crapola routine, and talk myself into smoking just one. Ugh. What I need is for my kid to go on vacation and for me to be locked up in the house for 3 days, lol. Anyway, I'm not giving up. The cravings aren't so bad to get through, one at a time, but the attitude, well, yeah, I'm pretty snappish! Thanks for volunteering to be my friend when I get the tourrettes, lol.
Hit the gym tonight for the workout, it was heavy deadlifts.

I love lifting heavy weights, and deadlifts are easily my favorite lift, so it doesn't get any better than that, for me.
My trainer is helping me with my shoulder therapy. She used to be a PT before she started doing the training full time, so she knows her stuff, and I know she's going above and beyond to help me, since she knows I can't really afford to see a doc for it. My trainers are the coolest peeps on the planet, and honestly some of the best people I've ever met in real life. Anyway, tonight she gave me some new PT exercises to add into my warm-up. I'm excited, since it means we're making progress on the healing.
I'd better get some sleep. Workout in the morning for me, then staying after, since I do the gym cleaning on weekends. I've got a new CD to listen to, so I can crank the tunes while I do that job.
Eating was okay today, not stellar. Didn't overeat, but was out of veggies till this evening when I went to costco to restock, so had to use bread for the carb portion on lunch and dinner. I like bread okay, just don't normally eat it, since it gives me the sugary carb cravings, aka I'm hungry even though I just ate 20 minutes ago...bleh! Later, peeps!
Chubs, you go with your bad self! I'm glad to see you still here, and being so successful with the challenge!
JD, thanks for the welcome, and congrats on your pending proposal! The man cave is a great idea. My sister has one for her dh, and I'm pretty sure it is part of the secret to their success! Everybody needs their own space once in a while. And 118? I can't imagine...I'd have to chop off a limb or something.
