Darthkitten my thoughts go out to your Mom - my Mom keeps thinking about doing something and has similar health issues, but can't quite find the motivation. It's difficult when the addiction part comes into play for her.... I hope your Mom does well. I think for many people, even small health changes can have big effects.
Kimo (who I somehow called Kira before

), I also expected a gain, and am surprised so far not to have. It seemed like so much more food, but my body responded really well to it and seemed really happy actually and functioned better. I had gotten a little too depleted I think at the end of P1 so it was happy to have a little more fuel

. I also did a little more exercise, not crazy, but just a few days more and a little more intensely, and I think that balanced it out. I am still weighing and measuring and keeping track of things, as that just generally makes me personally feel calmer, and also I can get my doctor/coach's help if there is gain over time, so we can figure out what to adjust.
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I tell my friends I'm like this sensitive race horse right now, things have to be weighed and measured and tracked so the horse gets just the right amount of fuel to be at maximum potential!

. I like to look at it like that - healthy fuel for the body.
At my doctor/coach's suggestion and from my own realizations, my biggest "avoids" are sugar, alcohols and most flour - I'm 47 years old now, and I think I've figured out at this point after many trials and errors that my particular body just doesn't process those things well at all, and ends up causing me some degree of suffering, so might as well avoid.
They both continue to caution me that with the amount of insulin resistance I have, that any weight gain above 5 or 10 lbs is really not good for my body, and will make it much harder for my pancreas, and cause it to further weaken even though it has had a good amount of healing this year, so this is good motivation for me just to keep maintaining it all. I want to keep my focus this year as much as last year, as I know I have about a 2% chance of succeeding (based on overall weight loss statistics), but I feel this strange confidence and also intense commitment that I will do this. This thread in particular has helped me this year, I don't post much but I have been inspired to see people really stay on track and how you are doing it. It is an area where one can't drop focus, or allow for much deviation/overboard for very long. For me, the loss part often has been easy, but the maintenance not so much. So here's to a new pattern.
Thank you all for your posts, your thoughts, advice, and encouragement.