Before posting I was reading through some of the more recent comments about the P1 day after a fun day and how that all works, etc. It is interesting to hear how everyone's bodies respond and it really resonated with me.
I am on day 3 of phase 1 and have got to master maintenance this time around so I can stop doing a few weeks here and there of phase 1. While I should be positive right now and celebrate the fact that I am 2 1/2 years into maintaining within a 10lb range, I am beating myself up which I know is ridiculous. I suppose I am stressed and just need a day to rest and relax...I have been on the go for so long.
Going to avoid the scale for a week (or longer) since TOM is near and I am just getting back on. Hopefully I will be able to jump back down in weight and then begin a more diligent maintenance plan. I am sooooo ready at this point.
Feeling defeated.






. Kee up the great work, you are an inspiration. 
I think the biggest loser sounds cool because of the Scan. Any new thing to keep the motivation going is good in my eyes. I am in need of something new to focus on too. Between this winter, getting sick and my rambunctious classes- I am in search of some joy.