It went OK. I could have quite happily gone in, used the washroom and walked right back out but I didn't. It took a while for my hands to warm up and I shook for a few minutes.
Sweet pea ... the last time I tried, I couldn't handle the flock of people who all wanted to hug me and welcome me. It was awful and I spent most of the time in tears. There was fellowship after, today for a youth leader who is leaving. I was going to slip out early because of that, but I was afraid someone would notice me moving around, so I stayed.
A lovely chattering British lady came to ask me about something we'd been talking about in WalMart one day ... bless her ... she talked until almost everyone had left the sanctuary and was snacking in the foyer. I walked out with her, told my husband where I was going in passing, spoke with a friend for a few minutes then moved on to my sister-in-law who was sitting right by the door. :)
I had to concentrate soooo hard to what the minister was saying to block out the general ruckus ... phew!
But all in all ... it went OK. I think I could do that again.
Thanks for listening.

Well hello everyone. I had a good week last week. Even kept my dishes done! The thing that keeps frustrating me though is this poor concentration. I try to focus on everyone's posts, but my mind can't seem to take it all in. I did notice you found a buyer, though Sweet Pea! How wonderful. I know you will find a great place for yourself.

One good thing about the lamictal is it is really suppressing my appetite. Maybe it will result in some weight loss!

Marie-Hope you are doing well. You too, buddly. Hopefully this lack of focus will resolve soon, and I will be a more active part of the group!

Till then,

Wednesday
 

Hello all,

Last night I fell asleep around 11/11:30, that was great, still woke up exhausted out of my mind, like drugged exhausted or something.

Just keep waiting for my apt May 11th, Gosh if it could just be sooner.

Just keep hoping and praying that things will change, things will get better,
i know they will, but i hate waiting, i hate being scared during all this depression and anxiety since they are escalated. I hate feeling out of control, and questioning the person that i am etc...

God Bless you
all, i do hope you are doing better than me,
Jenny

where is everyone?
Did you guys start a new thread?
guess i'll have to go check

Jenny,

There isn't a monthly thread anymore I guess. Just a daily. That's where I've been posting.