Well, I paid on the scale this morning-- I'm up two pounds. Now, logically, I know that I did not gain two pounds of fat, but still it was a good reminder.
I *think* what makes me pick around is when I have a slightly out-of-control feeling... I get a feeling that I don't know exactly how much I've been eating... it started with eating almost a whole pan of butternut squash-- but I had weighed the squash before I cooked it, so when I looked up the calories by weight I realized that it wasn't as many calories as I had feared... and it was like somehow I felt like I had "gotten away with it..." and I think that might be what triggered me...
dunno...
I've been at this for ten months, and I've never had a real off-plan binge, but whenever I stray off my plan I feel like the beast is lurking there.
Anyway, I'm sure today will be a good day. Thanks for the support.
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