This is my post from this morning - I will have to p/u where I left off with my quickie post this morning when I have some time
Good Friday Morning
Okay, I'm here, havent' had time to get bored yet and hopefully it won't happen. DM has a Dr. appt. this morning but called to tell me she'd be coming to replace me after she's done there whenever that may be, so I'll be able to get out of here earlier than expected, which is good because I do have a few errands to get done.
All went well yesterday, all but my eating, which of course, I'll get to as the pst goes on. I was just fine, not a tear until I saw my Grandfather and then I was weepy the entire time. I honestly don't feel like I was crying because my GM passed away, more for what my GF was having to go through and seeing him as he was. Also, my Aunt Esther, who I love dearly, and is NOTHING like her sister, it was hard on her, as was with her two brothers that were there, but most of all, my GF. THEN, my other Aunt, my Dad's sister kept forcing me to look at my GM in the casket, which they already had closed. She asked the funeral director to open it and kept coaxing me over. I really had no desire and it was pissing me off, but I think, under pressure of all others with eyes on me, I gave in. She looked so waxy. I much rather of kept my last image of her on Sunday than yesterday. The ceremony was nice-my Uncle spoke and had us laughing because some of things he said about my GM, he had the whole family nodding in unison-my GP's had a cottage in Rochester for 50 years and there was really only 1 true bedroom in that place, though my GP's had their bed in the front room which was the living room and a pull-out couch that faced the lake. It didn't matter who you were, if you slept there, come 4:30am the pots and pans in the kitchen, which is right next to the front room, you'd hear them starting to clank and no one could sleep through that racket or the lights turned on in there-so my GM would say, "that's your problem". I have to say, though my feelings for my GM were strained we all had a wonderful time at the cottage and she was definitely the "Hostest with the Mostest" as many would say. I am going to try and get a copy of what my Uncle wrote so that cousins who weren't there could see it because it was so well written, and so my GM.
Went to the cemetary - I swear, none of us ever knew there was a cemetary there, that it ever exsisted, but it seems my GP's bought this plot about 40 years or so ago. They have a fantastic spot, that I have to say. It's in such a pretty area, right by the road going through the cemetary under a huge shadey tree. I have to say, I did have a little chuckle-my sister had to bring the baby and "she let one fly" that made us all turn around

It was short there, only about 5 minutes.
Afterwards, my GF had everyone join him at the bagel place. I swore I'd be good

That idea went right out the door, and quickly, at that. I had already developed a tension headache, I was starving and of course, the first thing they set up was the desserts!

I could of easily stayed OP, they had cold cuts, whitefish, fruit-but I went straight for the cookies, bagel, the junk, basically. It really wouldn't of been that bad of a cheat if I had left it there, but it went home with me

Anyhow, I'm hoping today is a better day, AGAIN
Just spoke to my Aunt, she wants me to come over and see if there's any of my GM's clothes I'd like that I could fit in to. I do have to say that when it came to clothes, for the most part, my GM had really good taste and style and there were a few things she'd wear that I'd like to have, if they fit (she was taller than I). Will see if she has any shoes that could be for LAUREN that a teen could wear for dressy as LAUREN def. has my GM's feet-long and narrow.
Also told my Aunt that I'd like a copy of what my Uncle wrote and she said my Mom had it already, so I'll get a copy and mail that out to the family.
As for today, LAUREN is babysitting two little boys at our house because she has ANOTHER bbsitting job this afternoon for my neighbor who has 2 kids that she needs to take these kids with her and then come back with the 2 original ones - kid's making big bucks.
Tomorrow is our anniversary and I suspect ELI has forgotten the exact date. He knows it's coming up but he thinks it's sometime next week - but then again, I never know with him as he jokes a lot too and makes himself seem stupid at times (sometimes it just comes naturally though). He did forget one year, so I won't be surprised if he doesn't say anything tomorrow and I won't say anything to him if he doesn't first-maybe right before we go to bed, I'll give him his card, make him feel bad
Parents annivesary tomorrow as well - I only have a card for them but plan to get their anniversary present done while they are away as I couldn't come up with an idea better than a invitation to dinner. I decided to take all the old home movies and have them transfered to video. I hope it's not too expensive though-that may end up changing my idea - rest. cert. may end up being not so bad an idea-def. cheaper!
Going to get in some replies before it gets too late...
MONET, your friend is lucky to be so successful. I'm just not one to be pushy which down here it seems you have to be to make a sale. I think people who take the time to see a Rainbow demo have to love it and want it, it's just getting the interest. It sure never hurts to try it, you have nothing to lose! If you ever need another Rbow, check Ebay, they have them loads cheaper!! How'd the cake icing go?
JEC, I hope you get rid of that virus! I wonder, with the companies who make the virus protectors, do they do anything for you when this happens-at least an explanation why you got it at the very least? I thankfully just got the Norton 2003 professional vp from Ebay not long ago, so I was/am definitely protected!
COUNTRY, hey, I know things I could do better too

It's interesting how some people get more hungry when they exercise and others it curtails their appetite. SB brownie points are sent your way
PANCHO, I love Ebay too. I used to be a seller now I'm just a buyer with a ton of crap to still sell, just have to get back in to it, though I keep saying the same thing. Just won a tie for ELI that I'll give him for Xmas-he has a growing collection of coffee ties. I've gotten a ton of books on there that have a million SB legal recipes in them-still searching for some. Hey, I can cut up the zucchini cake too, but that sure doesn't stop me from eating more than one piece - it's so good, just ask the gals who've come to a SB GET TOGETHER - it's always made for that occasion, along with my cheesecake and the quiche.
JACKK, OMG, well, thank goodness it wasn't broken, but sorry it happened. I went through that with MICHAEL about 2 years ago, his ankle/foot was soooo swollen and he too had to stay on crutches. I hope this won't affect school for her - when does it actually start? THEN, having to know that another DD had to have stiches? Lord, these kids have no clue what a parent goes through when we hear these things and see our kids in pain-you'd think they'd know better than to put us through all this

I hope both of them heal quickly and properly and that nothing else happens with any of your family!!!! I take my hat off to you, you are a far better person than I was amist all the termoil going on, you stayed OP, I took the wrong road
TONI, most times you'll get a denser loaf when using ww flour, it's just the nature of the grain. I like a denser loaf anyhow. I have a really cool knife I found at a garage sale about a year ago that is adjustable and can cut different size slices-it's so cool!
GATOR, sounds like you got some type of virus? That happened to me on my old computer, I lost all of my computer stuff as it started to "eat away" at bits and pieces of stuff I had stored in the computer and did eat my e-mail addresses. Hope you figure out what's happening with it and that it's easily fixable.
ANGE, told you I'd be saying DUH! I think my brain was working on low oxygen or something of the sort. I know which building you are talking about exactly, don't know the name though, but do know it, it's on Brickell, right? Did you own it? I saw your stats, but since I'm working on this computer and don't have my info on it now, could you e-mail it to me
[email protected] - are you small framed? That may be a bit too low of a weight for you. My goal weight was 129 and I'm 5 1 1/2" tall, but of medium build. E-mail me and I'll send some info.
LIBRA, well, you weren't the only one who was off plan yesterday, so you definitely had company with me, at least. What's done is done, we can't dwell on it. One slip up won't kill you, but you have to remember that slip up after slip up, as I've done WILL! Def. don't want to follow in my direction.
FRUIT,
TEENSY, I hope you don't have any closer experiences with the fires out your way. Honestly, what you said about your DM and her DM saying she loves her-if my GM had just said that to me it would of made the world of difference to me and lifted a huge weight off my shoulder. My Mom tried to tell me that a lot of that was acutally her talking for my GF, which I believe is all bull

Even if she was saying all those things to me all these years, that sure wouldn't stop someone from at least saying it with some sort of affection, or in a nice way-and most of all, it didn't stop her from saying at the very end, "you know I do love you even though I never say it." No, I get "thanks for coming!" At least your DM's Mom redeemed herself.
BASHFUL, if you come visit down here we will DEFINITELY have to meet - OLE OLE is up in Plantation!!!! Ask your in-laws, it's across from Broward Mall off University and Broward Blvd. Do you have any future plans to come down? SB pancakes, there should be a recipe on the SB RECIPE BOARDS, or, if you can find FEARN SGWW Pancake Mix at your HFS, it's wonderful and you can make other things from it as well!!!! Tortilla's, I buy a brand from the HFS that is by CEDARLANE which are really good. There's also a recipe on the board for them as well and they are very easy to make. Popcorn, yes, you can have 1-2 cups, but make sure it's a popcorn not loaded with a lot of crap. Your best best is BEARITOS NO OIL, or to pop your own, even air-popped is a good choice, though I think it lacks taste. You can even add some flavoring by spraying lightly with non-stick spray and sprinkle with spices, or add some grated parm when it's hot (though watch those fat grams!)
MELF, do you THINK I cooked

Nope, didn't get around to doing it, maybe tonight? Eggplant lasagna - yum. Just about anything with eggplant is good - hmmm, maybe ELI will make his famous eggplant dish tonight - at least I wouldn't HAVE to cook

Yes, broke the toe, still a tad sore but looks like a box and wonder if it will ever look normal again-it's ugly AND bigger than my other toe!!!
BUS,
WELCOME BACK of course we remember you-definitely have that mental pic of you from the pics you use to have posted, esp. the one on the horse

Sounds like life is being good to you again - congrats on the new marriage. You'll have to give more details when you have time. Sounds like you and DH are doing well so far being back on SB - kuddos to you both
PUSSYWILLOW aka WILLOW, I hope you have found your answers on the boards, and here's my replies - SUBWAY, you could do worse, but the bread at SW, even though they say WW, they are not made with real stone ground ww flour. Any flour can say whole wheat as that's what it originally was before it was stripped of all the nutrients. Your name is just fine, we just shorten just about everyone who has a long name on the board -anything to keep us striking another key! I've shortened it to WILLOW, or even WILL like WILL lose is good!
Gotta run! Will post this when I can!
{{{HUGS}}}
Deb