Chilly and gray here in MO . . . still determined to get out on my bike but wanted to relax and catch up here first . . . sipping a yummy coffee that I added cream and chocolate DaVinci syrup to while I try to think of what warm clothes I can layer up in.
Bad news travels fast rho . . . I'm sure if there was anything negative (or is it positive results lol) they usually tell you at the appointment . . . it's always good when they say the results take time, ya know? I've had bouts of avoiding elevators/MRI's and airplanes most of my life . . . now it's kind of a "comes and goes" type phobia for me . . . always carry valium but rarely take . . . just a relief to have in my purse.
I feel so good each time I de-clutter too icard . . . clothes and household! This months O magazine had whole sections on the hows and why's . . I fell into TWO categories of the mentality of saving stuff (something like the perfectionist who plans to something with someday lol . . . and the family historian/sentimental) . . . I am getting RID of each size as I go down this time and it feels great.
I also totally related to your post about alcohol(ism) being similar to the thought process of my carb/binge tendency anabee. For me, it really is like the famous saying something like---one drink is too many and a thousand is never enough (sorry can't quote exactly.) That's how I am with carbs, especially as I age, it's like I can't eat a normal portion of say ice cream or mashed potatoes . . . can't.get.enough.

Being aware of this has really helped . . . the struggle is to STAY aware lol.
I weigh daily too icard . . . not because I'm particularly obsessed, but it just keeps me focused and gives me that "awareness."
Bacon beef roll looked yum steph! When I was on Atkins before, I ended up just bringing my own food to everyones house . . . even when friends and relatives are well meaning, the hidden carbs that they are not aware of would get me every time. Even salads etc. (My oldest DD is a red-head, with the fair sensitive skin that usually accompanies . . . I remember her bouts with diaper rash quite well - and just thought of the powder that cleared her up: "Caldescene" -sp?- . . . it'sa pink round can with blue letters and a white lid. Just great.)
Didn't mean to write a novel here so just two more things: 1) I've identified my "staller" . . . you know how I posted I got off Diet Coke a few years back and now drink Crystal Light? I tried a new flavor (that is delish btw) "lemonade" . . . got to looking at the nutritional info late last nite and lo and behold it's got SUGAR in it!!!

It's a C.L. version called "PURE" and made with sugar and stevia/truvia . . . I just bought it w/o thinking when I saw the truvia . . . anyhoo . . . the size water bottle calls for 2 packets and I'm counting 6 carbs right? Well when I'm reading the info a serving size is A HALF PACKET . . .


I've been drinking liquid sugar . . . grrrrrrrr . . . no wonder I'm getting cravings and stalling, right???
Back to WATER (I struggle with plain water/intake too air0 . . . once in awhile if I remember, I slice lemon/lime) and the occasional REAL crystal light (cherry my fave..with crushed ice)
okokok . . . last thing . . . my bra's are on the 3rd hooks over and my girdly panties are slipping and loose . . . going to take my measurements today steph--you're right, it's never too late lol

and also throw the biggest/most uncomfortable right on in the trash!
Thanks for being here All . . . even when I'm just reading along it's so good to have you all here.