I am so crying right now, I am so so so sorry for your loss... I can not even imagine what you must feel... I saw on FB something but had no idea what it was until just now. Posted there and posting here.
It's so unfair, I wish things like that didn't happen ever... so sorry girl, I really am speechless and all I can is feel for you and your family.
receive billions of hugs from me and I am sending you as much love and peaceful energy as humanly possible