Hi everyone, sorry i have been AWOL for a while my internet hub died and i had to wait for a replacement and they sent it bu post... WTF the UK postal system is a joke!
I am still ill the chest infect has turned in to so kind of funky virus i still feel like a S**t and i have lost my hearing in one ear

i feel ROUGH!! its been 3 weeks now.
I cant have any pills to make me better as I am now a recovering addict i dont trust myself to have pills around even pain killers so i am suffering, but at least i cant OD right?
I have just read the whole tread I hope everyone is feeling better today
Chubs, well done on getting though the exams, hope things pick up for you soon the sound of the liquid diet dont sound appealing.
mom, every time i read about your foster kids my heart goes out to you

i cant believe the people in charge wont let you call them, something is totally wrong in this world. Well done on getting back into your weightloss again the pics are amazing!!
Vermont, thank you but dont worry i am on the na programme now I wont be taking all my pills again, im scared going it solo without drugs but just for the 1st few months as long as bipolar doesnt rear up iv got to go med free
As for giving up my job the doctor can go and **** as its one of the only things that is keeping me sane at the moment i got a letter this morning saying i am getting a pay rise effective immediately so that puts a positive spin on things. Hope you are doing well hows the bike working out for you still loving it?
Aunty Jam, how you doing? any joy with the conformance call in the end? Canada day, you have the royals for the weekend hey, iv been watching it on the tv you gotta love kates dresses
Ems, glad you had a great time in london did you go to the hyde park festival, i went even though i was really ill i couldnt let me mum down she has been wanting to see bon jovi for years, it was a good day. when you down next?
Everyone else hello
Thank you everyone for the support over the last few months i have been a nightmare with the pill popping and general madness, i like to think i am getting better now so thank you again for just reading my rants
a little update my little sister is good now the baby is due any time now and she is happily back with her boyfriend, i am looking forward to seeing the new little addition to the family.
Take care everyone and have a great weekend xxx