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MY dear ladies, I miss you so much! Lehika, I saw your message! and Lea! I have been gone for so l ong, I surely missed many many posts and I sure miss you all! I am so happy that you gals kept the thread going and are sticking together! Gosh I miss it and I miss you all and I hope to be abel to get back soon on a regular basis or even at all.......
As I stated a while back , my dad had a massive heart attack. He was in intensive care for 5 weeks, a bit over! He was on the edge for all this time and it was complication after complication, basically we were at the hospital every day ands ometimes i would drive up late at night too! We were so exhausted after getting home (mom and I) that I basically did nothing! no cooking, cleaning, not coming on here, no writing! I cared for nothing except my dad lives, totally consumed by that! As for my eating and everything, like I said, I didnt care about anything! the first week I hardly ate.........after whatever we could grab, fast food, etc.... Now dad is better, thank god! He is out of intensive care and in acute rehab.
I am so happy to see that you ladies stuck and are sticking together and kept the thread going!
lekhika, you rock my lady! ty ty ty! and lea, i saw your message as well. As I said, I 'm sure i missed many messages as I have MIA for so long but its comforting to me to know that you guys are keeping at it and sticking together.
I still am very tired, I go see my dad every day (he was sedated over amonth) and often times when I get back I am so cooked I can't write. I put on my pj's and hit the couch and yup, eat! I started emotionally eating and then realized i have got to stop. Now that dad is stable and/or better I am again now consience of what I am doing! I have to start from square one, no emotional eating. Incorportate veggies and fruits, and proteins etc. THe carbs killed me, oh yeah. INcidentally, my dad does not smoke or drink and they said that saved him.......he went through so much that its questionable if he would of made it otherwise! TIme for me to think ha? not just about weight, but health?
I feel like I am rambling again and I apologize, its just that I havn't been in in so long. I am so proud of you and oh god, ty so much for keeping the thread going and staying together as a team, this makes me happy
. I am still tired and probably not consistent with my postings yet but i hope to be as thi ngs get better with my dad..........love you all, take care of yourselves and keep on trucking my ladies
I will post when I can........keep it going!