KDM: Thanks. I'm feeling a little better but starting to get what Misspriss has. I totally understand about taking a break from C25k, and seriously that's so awesome you've done that. It takes alot of work and dedication to go through that. I hope you find something that works for you
Misspriss: I told you things happen for a reason and I am so happy for you! It's exactly like Lori said...If you want to paint a room hot pink on a whim you can go for it! Plus it's sooo much nicer without Land Lords. The first night sleeping for me was the best, waking up and walking around kowing it's mine! I hope you and your family have a great move and a wonderful life in your new home.

Hope you feel better too!
Lori: I do love the nails! I hope your feeling better today. Some rest will help
Jigglefree: You are right about the student loans. First then send a letter saying since I'm graduating in August 2009 then I'll have to start paying a few months from then...ummm well I'm not graduting then so I called and told them May 2010, they said no problem we will change it and it's all fixed. Then I get a letter saying since I'm graduating December 2009...and yet again...I told them May 2010. Lol everytime they say they got it and fixed it...YA RIGHT! It's ok though, I have no problem paying them back, just get the darn date right. Hope you have another OP day!
Jae165: Wow the pics! You look amazing! seriously, a completely different person. And you can see the collar bone and the change from your 6week boot-camp. Keep it up!
Myjourney: I know what you mean bout gaining back the weight. I didn't know it before but yes it was the calories. So i've learned from doing it in the past that everything in moderation. It's worked so far, I'm down 2.2lbs from starting it but I know most of it will be water weight. so I'm going to work out and increase muscle too, I don't want to lose water and muscle. I know people say the low/carb diets are bad and stuff, but I really can't put down the South Beach diet. After the first 2 weeks you can eat bread and pasta and fruit, just slowly work your way up and you eat all the servings a day any healthy person eats. You just eat the whole-wheat/grain stuff. I hope everything goes well for you.
fruitlady: I love it! I see your progress and it gives me hope on reaching that last little goal! and the 1/2lb is still amazing. Great job!
losing4another: I will pray for the girls' families. Hope you have a good day.
farn: I'll have to ask the bf if he knows the names. It is funny how they react to racing. He thinks just cuz i'm going for EE that makes me a mechanic and he can talk about it and I totally understand every word he says...

....it's ok though I enjoy watching him try. About 4 years ago I was perscribed zoloft and for me I hated it! I had side effects, and felt numb. I would have to stop taking them just to feel something. I hated how I felt on it, so then I went back and got on Welbutrin. I had depression and anxiety, and this helped me alot! I felt normal and then I started to lose weight, do better in school and I wasn't depressed anymore. for the anxiety about 2 years ago I got xanax(spelling). I have .25mg tablets. I started taking about 2-3 a day then went to taking only 1 a day, then to 1 every month or so and now I only take maybe half of one (.125) once in a while, maybe every 2 months normally during exams when I can't sleep. I've learned to overcome alot and losing the weight really solved alot of problems. but if you feel like you need it get on the medication! I wish I would have done it years ago to help, and don't be afraid to swich meds if you are feeling bad on one, just talk to your doctor and be completely honest so you two can figure out what helps. I felt the same way about being one medication my whole life, but once you start to feel normal, things get better in your life and then you start to see you don't need the meds anymore you can pick up the peices on your own. And your doctor will get you on a program so slowly get off of them. I hope you find something that works for you! Thanks again!
I think I got everyone, If I didn't i'm sorry and I will later
Thanks for the get well wish everyone! Monday I was finally able to keep food down. And normally when I "toss my cookies" I lose my voice for several days and I brake out in blood vessels on my face from the stress of heeving(spelling)...I try to avoid "tossin my cookies" like the plague. So now I"m starting to feel what misspriss is, a scratchy throat with that icky feeling in the back of my head. I'm trying to rest as much as possible. I don't want to get sick again. Did well yesterday with the CC and Im down 2.2lbs from Monday. I'm still going to workout and gain muscle becuase I know with this I will lose water weight but I don't want to lose muscle. Hopefully I'll fell well enough tomorrow to get a workout in. well that's it for now, have to get ready for class. I hope everyone has an amazing day!