It's a LONGGGG story....very long. I have kept myself together...but there is always that ONE person that you will just always care for no matter what they could do or did or not do or be doing or the what not...and things have come up to where it's almost right in my face again and it just...I can't say breaks my heart...cause it don't. It semi tugs at it though. And it just makes me think...sometimes I call myself a fool for even thinking/caring for years and years but...that's all. Not in love, not in lust, in deep thought only. Although my heart needs an On/Off switch!!
I have a great husband who understands and that I DO Love very very much. For that I am grateful beyond words. I have always been able to talk to him about this stuff and he just always seems to know the right things to say or do to make me feel better. Besides, he loves rats as much as I do. Those kinda men are hard to find!! All of my rat girlfriends want to know if he either has a brother or can he be cloned?? Hahaha!!!
so anyhoo, lol back to the thread,
today i will accomplish my to do's
eat healthy, drink water and workout.
be witty and intelligent in my poli sci class. ( as opposed to the duh homerlike i feel. )
thanks ellis and lanaai i knew we could get it out of her.
noodles, i say your hub sounds like a find.
Hahahaha...you got the small piece of the 10,000 piece puzzle outta me. I have to watch what I say here in regards to "that" cause I have certain people in my personal life that "lurk" here just to see what I type & what's going on in my life and then proceed to bug me about it later on. (You know who you are... )
Yea he's a 1-of-a-kind!!! My Pea!! (his nickname that he hates for people to know but I blab anyhow)
Ok, back to the thread!!!
Today I Will...finish the wash, finish the kitchen, go through some more junk in the closet to donate, water the yard, walk the dog, bathe the rats, & attempt to get my office semi-organized so I can start selling my goods again online. I gotta raise some $$ for these tournaments ya know...and I have to feed my "EbaY Birkenstock" addiction. Junk out, Shoes in!! Oh and today I will sit down at 7 PM and enjoy the "Friends" finale and tape Survivor.
Noodles, thanks for the reminder i must add the finale to my list to. until this final season i had watched all friends. then got mad they were taking it off and boycotted. but i can't miss the finale.
sounds like you have a busy day ahead of you. go superwoman.
Today I will make dinner at home for the first night in over a week!
I will also start to tackle my finals week messy house and I will watch Iron Chef.
I have to watch what I say here in regards to "that" cause I have certain people in my personal life that "lurk" here just to see what I type & what's going on in my life and then proceed to bug me about it later on. 
kidding kidding!! hehehehe
