Again, no exercise. I hope I can get to the gym tomorrow. I worked hard cleaning house this afternoon and evening though.
Marie - I'm the same way...I may not like what the evil box says but it still helps to keep me honest. And I hate measuring. The only time I measure is when my weight drops I can't resist getting out my tape measure to see if my waist is smaller. Since that's where I carry most of my extra weight it's important to me to watch it go down.
You guys may think I'm nuts/obsessive but I weigh myself in the morning, again before dinner if I remember (and adjust my eating as necessary) and again at bedtime. The bedtime is just for fun as I like to guess what it will be in the am!
In regard to the pre-dinner weighing, you may remember my problem hasn't been my meals, it was my snacking (mostly evening), so I could adjust my food for dinner and then way overeat on snacks later. I know, doesn't make sense..People used to tell me my over snacking was likely because I wasn't eating enough at meals but I tried eating more and still over snacked. It was more a matter of habit than hunger and the sense that I couldn't stand to deprive myself. Developed this as a kid I think. Now I think about my priorities...and definitely one of them to try and keep my bs as normal as I can for as long as I can. And also I want to be a more disciplined person....I've learned that chaos/being out of control and having everything I THINK I want at the moment isn't liberty. It is just another kind of bondage. Done with that...it isn't what I want anymore.
I don't fool myself thinking I have gotten control of my eating, but it's more that my priorities are in the right place right now or at least more so. Although I do want to lose weight that isn't even my first concern...my obsessive weighing to the contrary (that's kind of a habit too)...it's health..taking care of the body God has given me. Hopefully in time it will become second nature but it's not yet...so far I don't have much craving...but I can tell that if I lose track of my goals even for a minute I'd be back eating too much again. I have to keep my priorities/goals at the front of my mind all the time. Hope that makes sense, as I'm getting sleepy already this evening. It's been a busy day.
LOL no my man isn't usually sloppy..that's more me. Yet he puts up with me...can you imagine...







) But I was pleased to find some cute outfits that fit except for my belly making them look terrible. Soon, soon..I keep telling myself...
was my breakfast. Yummy breakfast.