When I was younger....and maybe not so horribly long in the distant past...I had trouble with eating just to be eating....not because I was hungry. I don't compulsively eat any more. I eat three meals a day and a couple of snacks if I feel hungry, but usually I don't. I am eating high fiber anyway. I eat grapenuts for breakfast with yogurt and walnuts. I don't drink milk, and this is the only way I can eat it.
I haven't felt hungry in a long time. I am tempted to wait to eat until I feel hungry, but since I work outside in the heat, at least some every day, I don't want to get to feeling weak. Before I started my "diet"....which isn't really a diet because I don't count calories... I have dieted so long, I know what I can eat and what I can't. Anyway, I was suggested the fiber drink as a way of evening out my IBS. Which sometimes caused me to go from one extreme to the other as far as bathroom habits go...without being too specific.
I hate it...because it tastes like sawdust. I accidentally got unflavored...I used to always get orange flavored. I didn't drink any of it yesterday, but I am back on it today, and will stay with it. I am also continuing to exercise...riding my exercise bike, because it doesn't seem to aggravate my knees, and some other exercises I am adding as I go along.
I had to make changes that I can live with because I am a very unsuccessful dieter. I love to cook, and in the past, when I dieted, I would become so obsessed with food. I would read cookbooks and all I thought about was eating. I couldn't stay with it. Now I know I am going to eat three meals a day, and snacks and whatever I want, within reason. I can go on about my business and not be thinking about food all the time. And, I have a goal. I really do want to lose 45 pounds and take up riding again. That is an ambitious goal for someone my age (almost 66) and haven't ridden in more than 15 years. My plan is to be pretty close to my goal by October...my birthday, and I am going to go to a local stable and sign up for a few lessons....just so I know I can get on and off a horse again....and then I am going to go buy myself a saddle mule. I am going to ride again....or die trying.
