SW: 162
GW for May: 155

5/9: 162
5/10: 162
5/11: 161.8
5/12: 160.8
5/13: 160.4
5/14: 160.0
5/15: 160.0
5/16: 160.4 Ughhhh...annoying
5/17: 159.8
5/18: 160.4 Grrr
5/19: 159.8

Sw: 130.2
Cw: 131.6
Gw: 125.0

05/01/2011: 130.2
05/02/2011: 130.6
05/03/2011: 132.2 (WTH!...TOM Maybe?? Or just self-destruction. I really got to get it together.)
05/04/2011: 130.6 (YAY!)
05/05/2011: 129.6 (Finally...going down the right way!)
05/06/2011: 130.4
05/07/2011: 130.4
URG. I FORGOT A FEW DAYS.
05/10/2011: 132.2
05/11/2011: 132.0
05/12/2011: 130.0 (out & Ate Right -- Day 1!)
05/13/2011-05/19/2011: No WEIGH-IN. Going to wait a WHOLE 6 days before weighing myself.
...Gave in! 05/17/2011: 130.8
05/18/2011: 129.2 (Heck yea!)
05/19/2011: 131.6 (WTH!)

SW: 162
GW for May: 155

5/9: 162
5/10: 162
5/11: 161.8
5/12: 160.8
5/13: 160.4
5/14: 160.0
5/15: 160.0
5/16: 160.4 Ughhhh...annoying
5/17: 159.8
5/18: 160.4 Grrr
5/19: 159.8
5/20: 159.8

SW for may:246
GW: 238

5/01/2011: 246
5/02: 243
5/03: 245
5/04: 245
5/05: 244
5/06: 242
5/07: 241
5/08: 243
5/09:244
5/10: 242
5/11: 243
5/12: 243
5/13: skipped
5/14: 243
5/15:242
5/16: 242
5/17:243
5/18: 242
5/19: 241
2/20: 243

Ekicna - Thanks for the welcome to the new decade, and congrats on being only 4 pounds away from your goal!

Sw: 237
Gw: 229

5/01 - 237
5/02 - 236
5/03 - 236
5/04 - 236 (I'm seeing a pattern here...)
5/05 - 236
5/06 - 235
5/07 - 234
5/08 - 233
5/09 - 233
5/10 - 233
5/11 - 232
5/12 - 232
5/13 - 233 (boo..)
5/14 - 231 (phew!)
5/15 - 232
5/16 - 232
5/17 - 230
5/18 - 230
5/19 - 228 (no way!!!)
5/20 - 228

Sw: 150.2
Cw: 150.2
Gw: 145.0

5/1 - 150.2
5/2 - 150.2
5/3 - 148.8
5/4 - 149.0 ??
5/5 - 148.6
5/6 - No Weigh
5/7 - No Weigh
5/8 - No Weigh
5/9 - 149.2
5/10 - 149.2
5/11 - 148.6
5/12 - 148.0 Let's keep it moving now!
5/13 - 147.8
5/14 - 148.6
5/15 - 149.2
5/16 - 148.2 I am struggling!!
5/17 - 148.0
5/18 - 148.6 Grrrr
5/19 - 147.8
5/20 - 147.8

SW: 145.2
GW: 139.8

5/01: 145.2
5/02: 146.4 (Mexican last night, whoops!)
5/03: 145.6
5/04: 145.2
5/05: 144.4 (Yay!! Lowest weight in like 3 or 4 years!!!)
5/06:
5/07:
5/08:
5/09:
5/10:
5/11: 146.4 (went on a little vacation back home...time to get back to business)
5/12: 146.0
5/13: 145.2
5/14: 145.0
5/15: 144.8 (I'm getting sick of these .2 drops)
5/16: 146.4 (binge last night, things are not going so well in my life right now)
5/17: 146.0
5/18: 146.8 (I really don't know what this is about! Very discouraging)
5/19: 146.2
5/20: 145.4 (weighed late, this this may not stay)

SW: 143
CW: 143.8
5/31/11 GW: 133

5/7/11- 143.5
5/8/11- 147.1 very BAD eating!
5/9/11- 149.0 - retaining water from BAD eating plus pre-TOM bloating ( Im praying). I didn't eat THAT badly!!!
5/10/11- 143.8 ( Thank God for IF and a 3.5 mile walk last night, back on track )
5/11/11- 141.9
5/12/11- 143.5 TOM its official! Hopefully this goes down in the next few days!
5/13/11- 141.8
5/16/11-141.8 I was hoping to be under 140 by today but given a few indulgences this wknd Im glad to not see an increase :0)
5/17/11- 142.1 Eating was DEPLORABLE last night. Must get it together!!!!
5/18/11- ok got 138.7 3x, 143.2, 139.1 2x, and then got on another scale which gave me 138.2 sooo I dunno what to think. Going with 139.0 even.
5/19/11- 141.2! BLAH, too much snacking last night and skipped a workout. Retaining water. Gotta get these binges under control.
5/20/22- " didnt have time to weight this morning. "

Weight gain.
 

5/4: 155.4
5/5: 154.8
5/6: 154.4
5/7: 153
5/8: 154.8
5/10: 156

5/20: 159

:( I'm back, only to realize that over the course of this month, I have gained about five pounds. My sister's wedding festitivies truly did me in.

Now, I am pretty much back where I started when I started this thing, and that's a horrible feeling, like no progress has even been made. I was even getting down to 152.

I am glad that I weighed myself today, sometimes it's the only thing that will wake me up out of these eating frenzies.

Now that I am back, I have a ten day goal:

SW: 159
GW: 157

My goal is to weigh 157 by the end of the month.

I learned today that old habits die hard, real hard.

SW 142.2
GW 135 (anything in the 130's is gunna be fricken awesome!)

5/1: 142.2
5/2: 142 (TOM aww mannn I usually drop 2-3lbs during TOM)
5/3: 141.0
5/4: 141.2
5/5: 141.2 (Happy Cinco De Mayo!...Hope im not too bad tonight)
5/6: 141.2 (wow my scale really likes this number)
5/7: 142
5/8: 141.7 (slowly undoing cindo de mayo)
5/9: 141.0
5/10: 140.8
5/11: 140.1
5/12: 140.1 (oh come onnn)
5/13: 139.5 ( OH EM GEE!!! )
5/14: 139.3
5/15: 138.9
5/16: no weigh in
5/17: 139.5 (Movies popcorn and SPK were good but the guy who plays Thor was delicious!)
5/18: 139.4
5/19: 139.1
5/20: 140.0 (greasy yummy food last night and dinner out tonight not looking forward to the next couple weigh ins)

@library: Good for you for getting back on the scale on OP!


SW: 200
GW: 174 (for the end of May *fingers crossed*)

5/02: 186.4
5/03: 184.8
5/04: 184.8
5/05: 183.0 Huzzah for Zumba!
5/06: 182.6
5/07: 182.8 Didn't work out yesterday.
5/08: 182.2
5/09: 181.4
5/10: 180.8 Down four pounds for the week. Not too shabby.
5/11: 181.0 Not going to worry about that little fluxuation. Besides, I weighed in at 4:30am. That probably has something to do with it. Last weigh-in for almost a week, though.
5/12: ---
5/13: ---
5/14: ---
5/15: ---
5/16: ---
5/17: 178.2
5/18: 177.4
5/19: 176 Of course, I dreamt I had hit 152, so while excellent, I'm still a touch disappointed. Stupid dreams and their false expectations.
5/20: 176.4 Boo. Hoping it's just salt from the edamame causing water retention.

5/1: 116.6
5/2: 117.2
5/3: 115.6
5/4: 115.0
5/5: 114.8
5/6: 115.0 (TOM is near)
5/7: 115.0 (I am very happy to be holding steady during my TOM. I hope to see a huge loss after it's gone).
5/8: 116.0 (TTOM and maybe extra water weight from exercising)
5/9: 116.6 (Definitely TOM weight. I was under my calorie goal yesterday)
5/10: 115.4 (Finally going back down. Hope to be back to normal by 5/12)
5/11: 116.8 (WTH! I'm officially pissed)
5/12: 116.6 (At least I'm losing, hopefully it stays that way)
5/13: 114.8 (FINALLY!!) [My body fat percentage is down to 24.3% (lost 1.2%), my water percentage is 55.2%, and my BMI is 21.1. I am ecstatic.]
5/14: 115.8 (I am really starting to think that I may be going into starvation mode)
5/15: 115.0
5/16: 114.8 (My body fat percentage is down to 24.2% (lost 1.3%), my water percentage is 55.3%, and my BMI is 21.1.)
5/17: 115.8
5/18: 115.4
5/19: 114.0
5/20: 113.4

Welcome back librarygirl! I'm so proud of you! I've been where you are at, so I can completely empathize. You CAN do this! Try not to get too discouraged, the important thing is that you are back. At least you don't weigh more than when you started ;)

May 1st: 128.8 (Big dinner out last night... hellOOoo sodium).
May 2nd: 129.8 (Alrighty then, guess it was just my real weight. Siiiiigh.)
May 3rd: 129.0
May 4th: --- (worked overnight)
May 5th: 128.4
May 6th: 126.6
May 7th: ---
May 8th: ---
May 9th: --- (... I think I work too much. hahaha)
May 10th: 127.2 siiiigh.
May 11th: 126.4
May 12th: ---
May 13th: ---
May 14th: 127. 6 (rrrgh. Sushi last night. )
May 15th: 127.4
May 16th: 128.0 ??!
May 17th: ---
May 18th: 126.6 (fluctuate much?)
May 19th: 125.8
May 20th: 125.4

Sw: 148.2
Gw: 144

5/01: 148.2
5/02: 148.4
5/03: 148.2
5/04: 148.2
5/05: 148.4
5/06: 147.0
5/07: 147.0
5/08: 148.6
5/09: 148.0
5/10: 145.6 - If only it were real...
5/11: 145.8
5/12: 146.4 - alcohol and then too much eating afterward. Ugh...I don't even want to think about the number of calories consumed last night.
5/13: 147.4
5/14: 146.0
5/15: 145.2
5/16: 143.8
5/17: 146.6 - Another binge yesterday.
5/18: 144.8
5/19: 146.0 - And another. WTF is wrong with me...
5/20: 148.8 - I almost wasn't going to post this. I've been seriously binging for a week now. I feel like crap. At first it was fun, but now the healthy food I've come to love just tastes nasty to me. Even the junk I'm eating tastes less and less good. But I know why I'm doing this and I'm not going to let it turn into months of binging like I have in the past. I will keep weighing in and I will keep posting it. Not doing so will just be ignoring the problem and letting it continue.