SW: 162
GW for May: 155

5/9: 162
5/10: 162
5/11: 161.8
5/12: 160.8
5/13: 160.4
5/14: 160.0
5/15: 160.0
5/16: 160.4 Ughhhh...annoying
5/17: 159.8
5/18: 160.4 Grrr
5/19: 159.8
5/20: 159.8
5/21: 157.8 I wish this was real, but it's almost definitely just dehydration from drinking a little bit too much last night...oops
5/22: 159.0
5/23: 160.0
5/24: 161.6 Ughhhhh
5/25: 160.8
5/26: 160.0
5/27: 161.0 This is getting old...
5/28: 160.6

Sw: 237
Gw: 229

5/01 - 237
5/02 - 236
5/03 - 236
5/04 - 236 (I'm seeing a pattern here...)
5/05 - 236
5/06 - 235
5/07 - 234
5/08 - 233
5/09 - 233
5/10 - 233
5/11 - 232
5/12 - 232
5/13 - 233 (boo..)
5/14 - 231 (phew!)
5/15 - 232
5/16 - 232
5/17 - 230
5/18 - 230
5/19 - 228 (no way!!!)
5/20 - 228
5/21 - 227
5/22 - 228
5/23 - 226
5/24 - 226
5/25 - 226
5/26 - 226
5/27 - 224 (currently in state of disbelief, lol)
5/28 - 225
5/29 - 225

Sw: 130.2
Cw: 132.6
Gw: 125.0

05/01/2011: 130.2
05/02/2011: 130.6
05/03/2011: 132.2 (WTH!...TOM Maybe?? Or just self-destruction. I really got to get it together.)
05/04/2011: 130.6 (YAY!)
05/05/2011: 129.6 (Finally...going down the right way!)
05/06/2011: 130.4
05/07/2011: 130.4
URG. I FORGOT A FEW DAYS.
05/10/2011: 132.2
05/11/2011: 132.0
05/12/2011: 130.0 (out & Ate Right -- Day 1!)
05/13/2011-05/19/2011: No WEIGH-IN. Going to wait a WHOLE 6 days before weighing myself.
...Gave in! 05/17/2011: 130.8
05/18/2011: 129.2 (Heck yea!)
05/19/2011: 131.6 (WTH!)
05/22/2011: 132.8 (Done with this weight!)
05/34/2011: 131.4
05/25/2011: 133.4 (Haven't had a BM in awhile!)
05/26/2011: 134.4 (Trying to stay ACCOUNTABLE!)
05/27/2011: 132.4
05/28/2011: 133.0
05/29/2011: 132.6

Sw: 148.2
Gw: 144

5/01: 148.2
5/02: 148.4
5/03: 148.2
5/04: 148.2
5/05: 148.4
5/06: 147.0
5/07: 147.0
5/08: 148.6
5/09: 148.0
5/10: 145.6 - If only it were real...
5/11: 145.8
5/12: 146.4 - alcohol and then too much eating afterward. Ugh...I don't even want to think about the number of calories consumed last night.
5/13: 147.4
5/14: 146.0
5/15: 145.2
5/16: 143.8
5/17: 146.6 - Another binge yesterday.
5/18: 144.8
5/19: 146.0 - And another. WTF is wrong with me...
5/20: 148.8 - I almost wasn't going to post this. I've been seriously binging for a week now. I feel like crap. At first it was fun, but now the healthy food I've come to love just tastes nasty to me. Even the junk I'm eating tastes less and less good. But I know why I'm doing this and I'm not going to let it turn into months of binging like I have in the past. I will keep weighing in and I will keep posting it. Not doing so will just be ignoring the problem and letting it continue.
5/21: 153.6
5/22: 156.4 Some of this HAS to be water weight, right? I feel gross.
5/23: 156.0
5/24: 154.2
5/25: 150.8
5/26: 154.2 Why won't I stop drinking/eating so much? I have got to get a handle on this.
5/27: 154.2
5/28: 153.6
5/29: 155.2

May 1st: 128.8 (Big dinner out last night... hellOOoo sodium).
May 2nd: 129.8 (Alrighty then, guess it was just my real weight. Siiiiigh.)
May 3rd: 129.0
May 4th: --- (worked overnight)
May 5th: 128.4
May 6th: 126.6
May 7th: ---
May 8th: ---
May 9th: --- (... I think I work too much. hahaha)
May 10th: 127.2 siiiigh.
May 11th: 126.4
May 12th: ---
May 13th: ---
May 14th: 127. 6 (rrrgh. Sushi last night. )
May 15th: 127.4
May 16th: 128.0 ??!
May 17th: ---
May 18th: 126.6 (fluctuate much?)
May 19th: 125.8
May 20th: 125.4
May 21st: ---
May 22nd: ---
May 23rd: ---
May 24th: 125.0
May 25th: 126.8 (majorly off-plan & bingey yesterday. Siiiigh.)
May 26th: ---
May 27th: ---
May 28th: 125.0
May 29th: 124.6

Sw: 279
Gw: 275

5/1-5/6: Have to get a new scale.
5/9: 279 (This weekend was BAD!!..I expected this)
5/10: 279
5/11: 278
5/12: 277
5/13: 276 (whew so glad to be back on track!)
5/14: 276 (yesss)
5/15: 276 (woohoo)
5/16: 276
5/17: no weigh-in (scale not working )
5/18: 277
5/19: 276
5/20: 276
5/21: no scale
5/22: 278 (grrrr this is so frustrating)
5/23: 278
5/24: 277.5 (yess I hope this is right)
5/25: 277.5
5/26: 276.5 (yayyyy!)
5/27: 276.5
5/28: 276
5/29: 276

SW: 200
GW: 174 (for the end of May *fingers crossed*)

5/02: 186.4
5/03: 184.8
5/04: 184.8
5/05: 183.0 Huzzah for Zumba!
5/06: 182.6
5/07: 182.8 Didn't work out yesterday.
5/08: 182.2
5/09: 181.4
5/10: 180.8 Down four pounds for the week. Not too shabby.
5/11: 181.0 Not going to worry about that little fluxuation. Besides, I weighed in at 4:30am. That probably has something to do with it. Last weigh-in for almost a week, though.
5/12: ---
5/13: ---
5/14: ---
5/15: ---
5/16: ---
5/17: 178.2
5/18: 177.4
5/19: 176 Of course, I dreamt I had hit 152, so while excellent, I'm still a touch disappointed. Stupid dreams and their false expectations.
5/20: 176.4 Boo. Hoping it's just salt from the edamame causing water retention.
5/21: 176.4. Hmmm... maybe this is due to TOM...
5/22: 176.6
5/23: 176.6 Very frustrated at this point.
5/24: 176.4
5/25: 176 Finally
5/26: 175.4
5/27: 175.0 Overate a bit last night, but not feeling bad about it. Update: Re-weighed after working out and down .4. I'll take it.
5/28: 174.2
5/29: 175.0 :tantrum:

SW: 116.6
GW (By May 29th): 113.7
5/1: 116.6
5/2: 117.2
5/3: 115.6
5/4: 115.0
5/5: 114.8
5/6: 115.0 (TOM is near)
5/7: 115.0 (I am very happy to be holding steady during my TOM. I hope to see a huge loss after it's gone).
5/8: 116.0 (TTOM and maybe extra water weight from exercising)
5/9: 116.6 (Definitely TOM weight. I was under my calorie goal yesterday)
5/10: 115.4 (Finally going back down. Hope to be back to normal by 5/12)
5/11: 116.8 (WTH! I'm officially pissed)
5/12: 116.6 (At least I'm losing, hopefully it stays that way)
5/13: 114.8 (FINALLY!!) [My body fat percentage is down to 24.3% (lost 1.2%), my water percentage is 55.2%, and my BMI is 21.1. I am ecstatic.]
5/14: 115.8 (I am really starting to think that I may be going into starvation mode)
5/15: 115.0
5/16: 114.8 (My body fat percentage is down to 24.2% (lost 1.3%), my water percentage is 55.3%, and my BMI is 21.1.)
5/17: 115.8
5/18: 115.4
5/19: 114.0
5/20: 113.4
5/21: 113.4? (The scale flopped around [113.4, 113.6, 114.0, 114.2-- and I got several of those numbers in a row and then if I weighed again, I would get a new number.] a lot today, but the good news is that I lost an inch in my waist.)
5/22: 113.4 (scale jumped around again today.)
5/23: 113.2
5/24: 112.6
5/25: 113.6 (the lowest number I got today. )
5/26: 114.4 (the lowest number I got today. My cal limit is 1200 and I have normally been eating 700-900 calories per day and for the past 2 days, I have eaten about 1000 cals. I guess I shocked my system and that's how I gained 2 lbs in 2 days.)
5/27: 114.6 (Binged last night, ate over my calorie limit for the first time in months)
5/28: 115.4 (I guess my binge is catching up with me-- there goes my goal for the month)
5/29: 115.2

SW: 162
GW for May: 155

5/9: 162
5/10: 162
5/11: 161.8
5/12: 160.8
5/13: 160.4
5/14: 160.0
5/15: 160.0
5/16: 160.4 Ughhhh...annoying
5/17: 159.8
5/18: 160.4 Grrr
5/19: 159.8
5/20: 159.8
5/21: 157.8 I wish this was real, but it's almost definitely just dehydration from drinking a little bit too much last night...oops
5/22: 159.0
5/23: 160.0
5/24: 161.6 Ughhhhh
5/25: 160.8
5/26: 160.0
5/27: 161.0 This is getting old...
5/28: 160.6
5/29: 160.6

Sw: 237
Gw: 229

5/01 - 237
5/02 - 236
5/03 - 236
5/04 - 236 (I'm seeing a pattern here...)
5/05 - 236
5/06 - 235
5/07 - 234
5/08 - 233
5/09 - 233
5/10 - 233
5/11 - 232
5/12 - 232
5/13 - 233 (boo..)
5/14 - 231 (phew!)
5/15 - 232
5/16 - 232
5/17 - 230
5/18 - 230
5/19 - 228 (no way!!!)
5/20 - 228
5/21 - 227
5/22 - 228
5/23 - 226
5/24 - 226
5/25 - 226
5/26 - 226
5/27 - 224 (currently in state of disbelief, lol)
5/28 - 225
5/29 - 225
5/30 - 226 (ack! wrong way!)

SW: 162
GW for May: 155

5/9: 162
5/10: 162
5/11: 161.8
5/12: 160.8
5/13: 160.4
5/14: 160.0
5/15: 160.0
5/16: 160.4 Ughhhh...annoying
5/17: 159.8
5/18: 160.4 Grrr
5/19: 159.8
5/20: 159.8
5/21: 157.8 I wish this was real, but it's almost definitely just dehydration from drinking a little bit too much last night...oops
5/22: 159.0
5/23: 160.0
5/24: 161.6 Ughhhhh
5/25: 160.8
5/26: 160.0
5/27: 161.0 This is getting old...
5/28: 160.6
5/29: 160.6
5/30: 160.6 I'm getting really frustrated with how hard I am working to barely maintain my weight...I was 162 before I worked out this morning.

May 1st: 128.8 (Big dinner out last night... hellOOoo sodium).
May 2nd: 129.8 (Alrighty then, guess it was just my real weight. Siiiiigh.)
May 3rd: 129.0
May 4th: --- (worked overnight)
May 5th: 128.4
May 6th: 126.6
May 7th: ---
May 8th: ---
May 9th: --- (... I think I work too much. hahaha)
May 10th: 127.2 siiiigh.
May 11th: 126.4
May 12th: ---
May 13th: ---
May 14th: 127. 6 (rrrgh. Sushi last night. )
May 15th: 127.4
May 16th: 128.0 ??!
May 17th: ---
May 18th: 126.6 (fluctuate much?)
May 19th: 125.8
May 20th: 125.4
May 21st: ---
May 22nd: ---
May 23rd: ---
May 24th: 125.0
May 25th: 126.8 (majorly off-plan & bingey yesterday. Siiiigh.)
May 26th: ---
May 27th: ---
May 28th: 125.0
May 29th: 124.6
May 30th: 125.2

Sw: 148.2
Gw: 144

5/01: 148.2
5/02: 148.4
5/03: 148.2
5/04: 148.2
5/05: 148.4
5/06: 147.0
5/07: 147.0
5/08: 148.6
5/09: 148.0
5/10: 145.6 - If only it were real...
5/11: 145.8
5/12: 146.4 - alcohol and then too much eating afterward. Ugh...I don't even want to think about the number of calories consumed last night.
5/13: 147.4
5/14: 146.0
5/15: 145.2
5/16: 143.8
5/17: 146.6 - Another binge yesterday.
5/18: 144.8
5/19: 146.0 - And another. WTF is wrong with me...
5/20: 148.8 - I almost wasn't going to post this. I've been seriously binging for a week now. I feel like crap. At first it was fun, but now the healthy food I've come to love just tastes nasty to me. Even the junk I'm eating tastes less and less good. But I know why I'm doing this and I'm not going to let it turn into months of binging like I have in the past. I will keep weighing in and I will keep posting it. Not doing so will just be ignoring the problem and letting it continue.
5/21: 153.6
5/22: 156.4 Some of this HAS to be water weight, right? I feel gross.
5/23: 156.0
5/24: 154.2
5/25: 150.8
5/26: 154.2 Why won't I stop drinking/eating so much? I have got to get a handle on this.
5/27: 154.2
5/28: 153.6
5/29: 155.2
5/30: 154.4

Sw: 279
Gw: 275

5/1-5/6: Have to get a new scale.
5/9: 279 (This weekend was BAD!!..I expected this)
5/10: 279
5/11: 278
5/12: 277
5/13: 276 (whew so glad to be back on track!)
5/14: 276 (yesss)
5/15: 276 (woohoo)
5/16: 276
5/17: no weigh-in (scale not working )
5/18: 277
5/19: 276
5/20: 276
5/21: no scale
5/22: 278 (grrrr this is so frustrating)
5/23: 278
5/24: 277.5 (yess I hope this is right)
5/25: 277.5
5/26: 276.5 (yayyyy!)
5/27: 276.5
5/28: 276
5/29: 276
5/30: 275

SW: 200
GW: 174 (for the end of May *fingers crossed*)

5/02: 186.4
5/03: 184.8
5/04: 184.8
5/05: 183.0 Huzzah for Zumba!
5/06: 182.6
5/07: 182.8 Didn't work out yesterday.
5/08: 182.2
5/09: 181.4
5/10: 180.8 Down four pounds for the week. Not too shabby.
5/11: 181.0 Not going to worry about that little fluxuation. Besides, I weighed in at 4:30am. That probably has something to do with it. Last weigh-in for almost a week, though.
5/12: ---
5/13: ---
5/14: ---
5/15: ---
5/16: ---
5/17: 178.2
5/18: 177.4
5/19: 176 Of course, I dreamt I had hit 152, so while excellent, I'm still a touch disappointed. Stupid dreams and their false expectations.
5/20: 176.4 Boo. Hoping it's just salt from the edamame causing water retention.
5/21: 176.4. Hmmm... maybe this is due to TOM...
5/22: 176.6
5/23: 176.6 Very frustrated at this point.
5/24: 176.4
5/25: 176 Finally
5/26: 175.4
5/27: 175.0 Overate a bit last night, but not feeling bad about it. Update: Re-weighed after working out and down .4. I'll take it.
5/28: 174.2
5/29: 175.0
5/30: 174.8