HEY ALL!!!!
I'm a native Louisianian, transplant Texan. Moved here to be with the man of my dreams. I will marrying him October 15th of this year. We have been together almost 7 years.
I am desperate to drop some weight within the next 45 days or so. I want my family members that don't get to see me often that are coming for our small wedding, to see me slim and happy.
I am 5'7", and a muscular 248 lbs. My prior highest weight was 247 when I was prego with my 3 children. I just got to beat it by a pound. I am in a tight size 18 pants; and have been since high school, if you don't count the one time I lost 65 pounds and wore a sexy size 14 and my stepdad called me "SlimJim" when I walked in the door. WOW!!!!
THAT FELT GREAT!!! But I soon gained it all back PLUS SOME!!!! I really DO NOT like what I see in the mirror. As my fiance says, I'm curvy in all the right places...but I think I've got too many curves in all the wrong places.
I am one of those people who know and have researched for years how to eat and how to lose the weight but have NO willpower. I have seriously thought about going to school to be a nutritionist, but how could I when I look like I do.
All charts and doctors says I should weigh between 125-140 pounds. I could never see myself that small. At 175 I was SOOOO energetic; went dancing up to 4 times a week. I have so much muscle mass from years of body building prior to having children. I, somehow, have retained most muscle. My fat is around midsection and hips and thighs.
I would LOVE to find a buddy to push me and make me get off my butt. I have gotten so tired and depressed about my size that I sleep till noon, most days. PLEASE!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!! I wish I could find a buddy closer to me to walk with me. I love to go walking. I even have a decent bike to ride. I live out in the country off Hwy 69 in East Texas. I have lots of hwy to walk or have lots of acreage to walk. Any suggestions are VERY WELCOMED.
THANK YOU ALL AND GOD BLESS