Hi Ladies,
I've been doing some interesting journalling lately and been reading around the boards. Saturday (see post in 5 Day Challenge thread) I allowed myself to be undermined by a number on the scale.
- On Friday, the number had gone down. I was excited about that.
- I know from other life experiences (and common sense) that I am more motivated and will continue (despite odds) to "perform to a specific standard" when I receive positive feedback.
- On Saturday when the scale gave me negative feedback by showing the number going up. I felt disappointed and to some extent overwhelmed ("Is there no way that I can get the number to go down" type feeling.)
--I subsequently didn't exercise and ate donuts. Both acts of self-sabatoge.
--On Sunday, I stopped myself from thinking "You're just lazy," by asking myself if it's true. (I consider this positive. Just beating myself up didn't completely make sense when I'm legitimately tired, having worked out the past 9 days in a row, working full time, and being a single parent might be a tad tiring.) I decided that I don't know whether or not I'm lazy, but since I'm not sure, I shouldn't beat myself up for it.
--I got back "moving" on Sunday evening. I wouldn't call it exercise, but I was consciously moving.
- Monday, I got back on track and have done well with nutrition and exercise.
What I've realized is that there are plenty of other ladies here who have felt the same way or done something similar.
It's not just a matter of continuing to correct the path, but as
SusanB's quote says, we should
KNOW that the path to sucess will have stops and starts.
To apply that to my recent situation: The number on the scale may go up or down no matter how well or how long I stick to my nutrition and exercise plan. The sucess comes in two ways. One is sticking to my course understanding I may have a bump or two but not getting overwhelmed and quitting. The second way that sucess comes is by sticking it out. Realizing that every
body is different means that everyone's weight-loss path is going to be a little different.
The first step to solving a problem is recognizing that there's a problem. Got it.
The second step is finding a workable solution...I think that's the step I'm working out now.
The third step is to apply that solution.
I think that's going to be a lifetime of practice.
So, I've been kinda quiet on the boards lately, but I've been doing a good bit of "working out" in my brain. The number on the scale will go down when it goes down. My goal is no longer to have lost 30lbs by my birthday, but rather to remain consistent and improve my nutrition and exercise by my birthday. It may or maynot lead to a loss of pounds. But I need to set realistic achievable goals.
At this point, this new goal may help avoid a lot of frustration and keep me on plan better than a numeric goal would.
Please weigh in with an opinion...I've just been mulling this over on my own so far.
Thanks.