We have a board at work that has a picture of every employee. The manager of each department has their picture placed at the top. When I was promoted to management, I should have been able to proud of my new place on the board, but all I could feel was shame over this picture.
It was taken at my highest weight in my life. It wasn't just the extra chins that upset me; it was that I looked so desperately miserable and unhealthy. I cannot think of a picture of myself that I've ever hated more. To add insult to injury, one of our computer's screensaver cycles through the employee pictures. So every 15 minutes or so, that picture would stare back at me while I was trying to work.
I promised myself that I would not replace that picture until I reach goal. After losing 66 pounds, I have come to love that picture. I'm still a good distance from my goal, but what a graphic reminder of how far I've come. One of my newer employees actually had to ask if that was me when he saw that picture because I really don't look like the same person.
You have a powerful motivational tool in your arsenal, KattoS. I hope it helps you as much as my picture has helped me.